You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

The next morning I wake up face to face with Frank, his eyes staring into mine and his lips turned up into a small smile. A few seconds after my eyes open Frank reaches his hand up to gently stroke his fingers down my cheek, tracing along my jaw and as he goes to trail it back up I reach up and rest my hand over his, stilling his movement and holding it against my cheek. "Gee...." "I came here to ask you for a divorce" I blurt out and Franks face drops, his bottom lip quivering before I say "But I'm not going to." Franks forehead creases in confusion as he says "What?" "I'm incredibly hurt and upset right now but I love you and I can't deny that." "Gee I love you, please come home." I let out a sigh before saying "I will but that doesn't mean everything is ok." "I know, I'll even sleep on the couch if you want just please come back." I nod and Frank leans in for a kiss but I move back and turn my head away and he slowly stops and pulls back. "Sorry." "It's alright, I'm just not there yet." Frank nods in understanding, looking slightly awkward and embarrassed and I get out of bed, pulling my jeans back on as I make my way out of the room, Frank climbing out of bed and pulling on sweatpants before following me. Just as I step into the bathroom Frank calls out "You want some coffee babe?" "Uh, sure why not" I say before closing the door. After I come out of the bathroom I make my way into the kitchen where I see Frank mixing ingredients in a bowl and when he notices me he smiles and says "You want waffles?" "Yeah, please" I say as I cross the room to pour myself some coffee, fixing it the way I like before taking a seat at the table. Breakfast passes awkwardly, Frank attempting small talk but I don't feel like I have anything to say to him so I only offer one word answers until he gives up and we finish in silence. Once I've finished eating I stand up and put my plate in the sink and Frank says "What are you doing today?" "I'm going to get my stuff and check out of where I was staying and then I have two classes this afternoon." "I'm not working today, can I come with you?" I hesitate for a second before saying "Ok, if you want to." Frank shoots me a small smile before saying "I'll be right back" and leaving the kitchen, coming back a few minutes later fully dressed.

Once we leave the apartment we start walking down the street and Frank starts creeping his way closer and closer to me until he reaches out and grabs my hand in his, trying to slip his fingers through mine and I tense up and slow my pace, turning my head to look at him and he's staring back at me with the saddest, most pathetic look on his face that I've ever seen, silently pleading with me to let him hold my hand. I let out a soft sigh before turning my head back to look ahead of me and I curl my fingers up so I'm holding his hand and the next time I look over out of the corner of my eye the smile on Franks face is so wide it looks painful. When we get to the hotel we go up to my room and I start packing up all my stuff, putting it back in my bags while Frank sits on the edge of the bed and just as I turn to go into the bathroom his arms snake around my waist from behind and he leans in and whispers in my ear "Can I kiss you? Please." "Why?" I ask as I stay facing away from him and he sighs before saying "Because you're so insanely beautiful and sexy and it's driving me mad not being able to touch and kiss you, I miss your taste on my lips, I've missed your intoxicating scent..." He trails off, turning his head to skim his nose along my neck as he breathes in and I can't help the shiver that runs through my body at the sensation. "I've missed feeling your soft perfect skin under my fingers, hearing your beautiful noises when you're so lost in pleasure that you lose your inhibitions." "Frank" I whisper out, afraid if I speak any louder it will give away how turned on I am right now and how close I am to giving in. "Yes my love?" He purrs in my ear before taking the lobe into his mouth and grazing his teeth against it. I bite my lips against the moan I want to let out, my dick starting to stir in my pants and I turn my head to the side, our lips colliding and as Franks tongue swipes my bottom lip I turn in his arms and he pulls me against him as he slides his tongue into my mouth and I kiss back for a few seconds, my eyes slipping closed before I regain my self control and I pull away, bracing my hand against Franks chest as I step back. "I'm not....this isn't happening" I tell him before turning around and walking into the bathroom, checking for any of my stuff and taking a few seconds to gather myself before I go back into the room and Frank is standing by the window, his forehead pressed against the glass as he stares blankly outside, obvious tears streaming down his cheeks.

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