You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

Frank and I collapse onto the bed together panting and slightly sweaty. "That was amazing" I pant out, my whole body still tingling in the aftermath of my orgasm. "It's always amazing with you" Frank says softly as his hand reaches out to cup my cheek and I push my face into his touch, my eyes slipping closed and I sigh in contentment. We lay in silence for a while after that, Franks calloused fingers trailing all over my body while I lay back with my eyes closed, feeling completely relaxed until Frank speaks up. "You hungry my love?" "Mmm a little" I say softly and he chuckles before I feel the bed shift and I reluctantly open my eyes to see Frank climbing off the bed and pulling on his boxers. "I'll bring you some food, what would you like my love?" He asks as he kneels beside the bed and I roll my head to look at him and say "Whatever you want to make, coffee would be amazing." Frank chuckles again as he says "You're such a junkie, I'll be quick" before leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to my lips. I watch him go and once he's out of the room, the door closing behind him I curl up on my side and grab his pillow, cuddling it to my chest as I smile, feeling amazing. I lay for a few minutes just breathing in Franks scent before I get up and cross the room to the closet, pulling on a pair of sweatpants before grabbing Franks laptop and climbing back onto the bed, sitting back against the headboard and setting the laptop on my lap, starting it up and just as I open his movie folder and go to pick something for us to watch Franks phone starts to vibrate on the bedside table and when I pick it up he has a new message, from Jake. 'Where the fuck are you? If you're not here within the next twenty minutes I'll be paying a little visit to Gerard, I'm sure he'll be thrilled to know what I know.' I close the message and sit the phone on the table again, taking a few deep calming breaths, my mind anything but calm before climbing out of bed and grabbing the phone before going out to the kitchen where I find Frank joking around with Ian and Mikey while he makes pancakes. "Hey Gee" Mikey says when he sees me, drawing all of their attention to me and as Frank turns he's smiling and he says "Baby I was going to.....what's wrong?" I take another deep breath before I lose it, throwing the phone at him and hitting him in the face with it before screaming "You fucking cunt, I trusted you and you're still lying to me." Franks face pales as he rubs at his forehead where I hit him. "Baby what are you talking about?" "Are you still fucking him?" "Who?" "Jake." At the mention of his name Franks face pales and I know he's hiding something big. "You know what, I don't even want to know" I spit at him as I rush from the room, going back to the bedroom and slamming the door behind me. I pace back and forth across the room a few times, my vision slowly blurring as my eyes well with tears before I snap and I grab the lamp off the desk, throwing it across the room where it smashes against the wall and the loud noise spurs me on and I set about trashing the room, shoving everything off the desk onto the floor before picking up a framed picture of us on our wedding day and throwing it at the mirror on the wall, smashing both as I scream out and suddenly I have arms wrapped around me, pinning my arms to my sides as I'm restrained against someone's chest and I break down into sobs. "Baby baby Shh stop" Frank whispers in my ear and I thrash out, breaking free of his hold and I spin around and slap him across the face. "Get away from me" I scream at him and his eyes harden as he lunges at me and wraps his arms
around me again, knocking me to the floor and trapping me beneath him. "Get off, get off me" I sob out, trying to fight him off but he pins my arms beside my head as he moves to straddle me better. "No Gee calm the fuck down." "Get off" I scream when Mikey and Ian come in and Mikey says "Frank get off him, right now." Frank reluctantly climbs off me and I roll onto my side and curl up, sobbing so hard I can't breathe properly. "Gee" I hear Mikey say softly as he lays his hand on my back and I roll back over, sitting up slightly and launching myself into his chest, sobbing into his shirt.

An hour later I'm sitting on the couch curled up in Mikey's side and Frank and Ian are on the balcony talking. "Why does he keep doing this to me?" I ask in a shaky voice, my tears not long stopped. "Gee maybe you should let him explain, it might be...." But he's cut off by a knock on the door and I drag myself off the couch to answer it, coming face to face with Jake. "What do you want?" "Now now Gee, is that any way to greet a guest?" "I'm not inviting you in, you're not my guest." "Is Frank here?" "He is, but he doesn't want to see you." "You sure about that? I think he might." "What's going on between the two of you? Are you still sleeping together?" "Occasionally." "I read the message, what are you going to tell me? What is he hiding from me?" Jake lets out a small chuckle before saying "This might take a while, how about you invite me in?" "How about you just fucking tell me?" "I think I should be the one to tell you" Franks voice sounds out from behind me and I turn to face him, seeing his eyes are red and swollen and his cheeks are tear stained. "Hey babe" Jake says and Frank glares at him and says "Fuck off Jake, I'm telling him and you can't blackmail me anymore."

Notes

What did Frank do and why is he hiding it?