Hey Mr. Way

When I got back home I was greeted by my mum with a grin on her face as soon as I opened the door.
'' Hey baby, '' she smiled, '' have you had a nice day? ''
'' Yeah, '' I lied. I really really really didn't want her to find out how much of a prick Tyler and all his friends were being to me, because I knew for a fact that if she did then she'd move me to a different school and I'd never see Gerard again, so I just kept quiet about it.
'' Don't lie, '' she said. Fuck, what does she know? I started to panic, her face was very serious.
'' W-what? '' I asked, trying (and failing) to sound like I had no idea what she was talking about.
'' I had a call today, '' she said, '' from your headteacher. He said that a boy named Tyler's being bullying you, is that true? ''
I sighed, knowing that I was defeated and I'd just have to tell her the truth and hope to god that she didn't move me to a different school.
'' Yes, but it's not that bad- ''
'' 'Not that bad' huh Frank? He chased you down the corridor and hit you, he's called you names in the past and beat you up before, '' she said.
'' But it's really not that bad! '' I argued.
'' It is Frank! Why didn't you just speak to me about it!? Didn't you think it would be a good idea to tell me that he's bullying you?! '' she raised her voice a little.
'' No, mum, I didn't, okay? I didn't tell you because I don't care about it, I'm fine, the bruises from the past have gone, and to be really honest, if you cared that much, then you'd have fucking noticed them! '' by the end I was yelling at her, and I had tears in my eyes.
'' FRANK I DO NOT TOLERATE SWEARING IN THIS HOUSE! '' she shouted.
'' WELL BIG FUCKING WHOOP I DON'T CARE MUM JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! '' I yelled and stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind me and charging upstairs.
I'm gonna leave I thought to myself yeah I'm gonna do it..what do I need..phone, money, uh...
I grabbed a bag and threw in my phone, my money, my art things, some spare clothes, eyeliner, my old pair of converse, my school books and sports kit (god knows why I packed that), my teddy (yeah okay don't even start I can't sleep without it), my iPod and earphones and...a razor blade. I considered leaving that behind, just to stop myself from having the urge to cut again, because I haven't done it in a while, but then I thought what the fuck there's no point anyway and threw it in. I put on my jacket which was fluffy inside and really comforting for some reason, then tiptoed down the stairs. I had no idea where my mum was. Just before I left I snuck into the kitchen and got some food to shove in my bag for later, because I only had about a tenner so that wouldn't last me long. As I got to the door and put my hand on the handle a wave of guilt washed over me.
Am I really doing this? Am I really gonna leave my mum? Yeah, she's been a bitch to me, and beside she left me so why can't I leave her?
Then I left. I opened the door, and quietly closed it, then ran. I ran as fast as I could. I had no idea where I was going, but I was running somewhere, I guess just..away from there. Once I got a few streets away, I got a stitch and couldn't carry on so I slowed down to just a walk and caught my breath. Then I started crying. Like, big time, tears were streaming down my face as I walked in a random direction. Then I realised where I was going, Gerard's house. I had literally ran out of my house and headed there automatically without even thinking.
No, no I can't go to Gerard's house, he'll just take me straight back home thought to myself as I stopped walking completely and realised I actually had nowhere to go, and I was only about five minutes away from Gerard's house and there was a risk I could bump into him or he could drive past me or something.
I just went into the little shop that was across the road, just some mini little supermarket or something, because what are the chances that anyone I know is going to be there, right?
I just mooched around the isles, looking at all the food. And making myself hungry which was a pretty stupid idea. I walked back out before the temptation got to me and I ended up buying something, because I couldn't start spending my money already.
I just sunk to the floor outside the shop, and started to silently cry, before I realised it was probably a stupid idea to be right outside somewhere where everyone was going to be walking, so I headed to the park across the road.
By now it was getting dark, so there was going to be nobody at the park at this time. I picked a random bench and just sat on it, and before long I was drifting to sleep, so I decided to lay down on my side to make it more comfy for me. I realised how cold it actually was, and that I had no blanket, so I'd just have to deal with it.
'' Dipshit, '' I muttered to myself, hating myself for being so stupid all the time, '' of course it's gonna be fucking cold, how the fuck do you run away and not bring a blanket, dumbass. ''
I led there not being able to sleep for about an hour, and it was now totally dark, and I was freezing cold and shivering like fuck, and I was probably gonna catch some awful illness, and I had a cold and couldn't stop sniffeling.
'' I'm s-so fucking stupid...'' I said to myself, '' and f-f-fucking c-cold...how the f-fuck did I f-forget my b-blanket, s-such a dipshit. ''
'' Yeah, that was pretty stupid, '' I heard a voice say, which startled the fuck out of me. I looked up to see Gerard stood there in a leather jacket, with a look on his face which I couldn't quite tell what it was.

Notes

Lel I'm gonna either end up updating loads today or totally forgetting and not updating again xD
Also I reached 50 chapters yay go me! :D x