Hey Mr. Way

We got about two minutes down the road before Gerard swerved into a space by the pavement and I was confused because this wasn't his house so why were we all of a sudden stopping here?
'' Frank, '' Gerard started and he turned to face me, looking into my eyes, '' it's totally okay if you don't want to, but I just had an idea. ''
'' What is it? '' I asked and I was getting a little nervous because of the way he was still staring into my eyes. '' I thought we should go back to your place, collect up your things that you want with you at my house? ''
'' Oh Gerard..'' I said, my eyes starting to form tears and I didn't even know why.
'' It's okay we don't have to, baby calm down, Frank I jus-''
'' No! No Gerard, I do want to go. Look I don't know why I'm crying, I just am. ''
'' We don't have to spend long there, we can just grab a few things and leave, '' Gerard comforted me by putting a hand to my shoulder. In all honesty I don't know the reason I was crying, I guess it was just the thought of the house and my dad that made me burst into tears.
'' Shhh, baby it's okay don't cry, please don't cry Frankie, '' Gerard whispered and he cupped my face in his hands and wiped the tears away with his thumbs. My breathing was a little harsh and uneven, and my hands were a little shaky because I was crying quite violently. My face was now covered in more tears, replacing the ones that Gerard kept on swiping off.
'' G-Gerard I just ...just...'' I tried to speak but there was a lump in my throat and I couldn't stop the tears.
'' Calm down Frankie, just take your time, '' Gerard soothed, my face still in his hands. I took a deep breath and started again. '' It's just...I don't want to go back there, I want to live with you forever. ''
Gerard looked shocked that I never wanted to leave his house again.
'' Baby why not? '' he asked me.
'' I love you, that's why. '' I said and I'd finally managed to cease the crying.
'' I love you too, but they're trying to find your mum so you can live back there with her. ''
I sighed and knew he was right, but I just wanted to live with him.
'' Gerard...you do love me, don't you? '' I asked suddenly feeling insecure about it.
'' Of course I do, and as soon as you move out you can come live with me and I'll get your fees sorted for college and you'll be totaly sorted, '' Gerard said and I suddenly felt a lot better. '' Okay Gerard, '' I said before adding, '' lets go get my stuff then. ''
Gerard started up the car again and we turned around as I gave him directions to my house. As we pulled up outside I felt relieved because my dad's car still wasn't back. Not that he would be back yet, but still at least I knew for definite that he wasn't. We clambered out of the car and I pulled my key out of my pocket and let us in. It felt strange with nobody else there, it was so quiet. It felt even weirder that I was here with my teacher.
I grabbed a big shoulder bag that I kept under my bed. I always planned on running away one night with my stuff packed away in that bag. I never did it, but one time I got close, I even packed everything into there and was almost about to walk out of the door until I remembered how helpless my mother was. Gerard looked around my attic room and admired the band posters I had while I grabbed things and stuffed them into the bag.
I packed up my school uniform and pretty much all my other clothes because my dad is a dick and he won't buy me much at all. I grabbed my sketchbooks, crayons, paints and anything else arty that I owned too. There was one book I owned that was actually decent, the rest that I had (which wasn't many) were childish and I'd had them for years. The book I picked up was my favourite book ever, I couldn't bare to leave that behind even though I knew I'd be coming back. I picked up my money jar and poored out it's contents that I've been saving for ages, there wasn't much but it could still be used for something. I stuffed my spare pair of earphones in just incase the others broke or got lost and the last thing I picked up was my old teddy that I'd had since I was a baby. I know it sounds incredilbly childish and weird but I still loved it. It was a great comfort to me. Gerard was looking at me with a soft smile that somehow seemed knowing.
'' It's okay, I won't judge you, you can bring your teddy, '' he said and I smiled at him even though I was embarrased. I sighed and shoved it in my bag and when I looked back up Gerard told me that he still had his teddy from when he was a kid and he told me it comforted him when he was upset. I told him that he's the same as me and we both smiled.
We climbed back down the ladder and down the stairs to reach the front door.
'' You forgot this, '' Gerard said with a grin and he held up my eyeliner. I snatched it from him quickly and put it in my bag.
'' I wondered where that went, '' I said with a laugh as I locked the door.

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