Frank's (p.o.v) Laying on my bed I couldn't stop thinking of Gerard. How nice he is. How good he smelt. How soft his hands were. How beautiful he is. Sure I can't see him but I know he is. Why am I feeling like this! It's driving me insane! I got up an walked down to the kitchen. Quiet an alone I sat at the table an fiddled with a salt shaker. Why does Gerard make me feel like this? It's all so confusing, I couldn't like him it wouldn't work. I'm blind an gay, he has sight an is straight. I started to get frustrated an threw the salt shaker but was surprised to not hear a bang? "Frank you know not to through things an especially not at you mother" mom laughed. "OH SHIT! I'm sorry mom I didn't know you were there!" I apologized "That's alright" she replied. "How long have you been there?" I asked. "Two hours ago when you came down. I've been here the whole time so what's eatin you up kiddo?" Mom asked. "It's Gerard. I can't stop thinking of Gerard. How nice he is. How good he smelt. How soft his hands were. How beautiful he is. I-I I'm so confused!" I yelled frustrated. "Oh Frank that's easy! You like him. Hard thing is telling him" mom said happily. "But I've liked people before Mom an I haven't felt like this, this time is different. I feel safe with him an love when he holds my hand I love his voice I-" "Love him" mom cut in. I just stopped. "But how can I love him? I met him this morning I haven't know him that long! An I can't even freaking see him" I said. "Frank. When I met your father we feel in love at first sight. We both knew it as well" she laughed softly "we didn't rush into it though as much as we wanted to but we just took it slow an feel even more in love. I think you an Gerard should do the same" mom said, god damn her an her words of wisdom. "He isn't even gay. He doesn't like me either he's probably just being nice." I sighed. I waited for Mom's reply but nothing...she wasn't even there! "Your serioulsly gunna leave me hanging like this! Thanks Mom!" I shouted I heard her laugh. Yep gotta figure this on my own I guess. Walking up stairs I pondered on how I could tell Gerard? Do I wait an see what happens or take a leap of faith? TIME LAPSE FRIDAY MORNING Waking up today I was so excited! Because after school I got to go to Gerard's house! This week at school me an Gerard have gotten closer but I haven't told him I like him I'm still waiting for the right moment. Turns out we like the same music. An a lot of others things too! People at school have even been leaving our group alone, an classes are going great! I rushed to get ready this morning because Gerard an Mikey were picking me up in Gerard's car so I could put my bag in there for this afternoon. But I couldn't find my uniform! "Shit where is it!" I yelled, quickly walking down the stairs I went to the kitchen to find Mom. "Mom where's my uniform! Gerard an Mikey will be here soon!" I yelled. "We're already here" laughed Gerard! "FUCK!" I yelled an turn an went to run to my because of my lack of clothing but to my luck I was having I ran straight into the door frame an hit my head an fell to my ass. "FUCK!" I screamed this time I was really getting angry. Then I felt his arms around me an lift me up I was holding my head. "Frank are you okay!" Gerard asked worriedly. "Yes I'm fine I need to get my clothes" I said trying to get up but I was stopped by two hands pushing me back. "No you need to calm down okay. Why were you freaking out for?" Gerard asked. "Have you seen the amount of clothing I have on!" I yelled. "Yeah so what? Jeez it's only your chest an legs I can see. Calm down your Mom is getting them from the laundry okay" Gerard said I nodded the throbbing in my head stopped but the was a lump forming. Great another bruise. "Where's Mikey?" I asked. "Right here Frank!" Called Mikey from the lounge room. "Oh Frank I'm so sorry! I forgot to do your clothes last night an I hoped they would be done before you woke up! Here you go hunny" mom said handing me my clothes once in hand I took off to my room. Slamming the door an crashing to the floor i started to freak. OMG OMG OMG GERARD SAW ME HALF NAKED!!! HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO ACT NORMAL AROUND HIM!!!!! "AAAAHHHHH!!!!" I yelled an through my clothes an put my head in my hands, I jumped when I heard footsteps coming up the stairs getting up I went to my draws an changed boxers quickly, then trying to search for my uniform wherever I threw them. "For fuck sake where are they!" I yelled. "Frank hunny there here." Mom said putting them in my hands. "Thanks Mom an sorry for swearing" I said calmly. Putting them Mom still hadn't left. Once all done I sat at the bed. I felt her sit next to me an put on my tie then do my hair. "So why are you so angry Frank, you never swear out loud?" Mom asked while putting on eyeliner. I sighed. "I just don't want to seem so useless around Gerard. He has to help me so much around school as it is. An he saw me half naked! Mom I have a horrible body! I don't want him to see it!" I yelled getting upset now, but she wasn't there. Next thing I know I feel someone else near me. "You are not useless Frank you do incredible things that people that have sight can't even do an I love helping you! An you have a beautiful body! An I love you!" Gerard said then I felt his lips against mine, at first shocked I just froze but then I started to move my lips against his, all too soon he pulled away, but I wasn't finished I reached out an grabbed him an pulled him in but I missed his lips an got his nose. He giggled "that's my nose, here's my lips" he said putting them to mine once again we started to make our lips dance at some put we had fallen back an he was laying on top of me, then he traced his tongue along my bottom lip an I opened my mouth as his tongue slipped in an explored my mouth as I did with his. Gerard moved his hands up my shirt an played with my nipples I let out a moan an he did his sexy chuckle, I moved my hands down his back to his ass an grabbed it oh god he has fucking SMEXY ASS! He let out a moan when I grabbed it. Both breathless we pulled apart breathing fast. "That was freaking amazing! An I love you too Gerard!" I giggled happily. He laughed too. "You are a fucking great kisser you know?" Gerard said. I laughed really loud "what? What's so funny?" He asked "I've never kissed anyone before nor done anything sexual" I confessed. "Are you serious you fantastic, so like you haven't ever tried to you know... To yourself?" He asked quietly. "Well I tried but it just didn't feel right. An I'm never really in that mood" I said. Gerard chuckled an got close to my ear. "I'll just have to help you with that won't I now?" He whispered in a deep seductive voice which made me tingle. "Oh god please do!" I giggled an he laughed I got up then Gerard started laughing uncontrollably. Why was he laughing? "Gerard what is?" I asked confused. He stopped laughing an coughed. "Um I think little Frankie wanted to say hello" he just managed to get out before laughing again. What is talking about little Fran- oh shit... I felt down to my crouch an yep he was right! I started thinking about bad things in life slowly little Frank went down. "We are not to speak of this to anyone okay Gerard?" I laughed he didn't respond. "Gerard where are you?" I turned to walk out the door but slammed right into Gerard an I squeaked but he wrapped his arms around my waste tightly an brought me close to him. "Well there you are" I said. "I just went to talk to your Mom an I got us the day off an the other guys. We're gunna go to my house an hang out because my Mom had to leave for the weekend" he said "Sweet! But what about your dad?" I asked. "Um he died when Mikey was born" Gerard said with sorrow. "Oh Gerard I'm so sorry! How did it happen?" I asked. "When Mikey was born I was with my Mom already at the hospital with my aunt an dad was rushing from work but he crashed his car I was only one so me an Mikey grew up without a daddy. What about yours?" He asked "Oh my dad left my mom when the doctors found out that I was blind he didn't want the pressure of a blind kid" I said Gerard hugged me "No matter what pressure I will always be here for you" Gerard said, my heart melted. I just hugged him tighter. "Come on get changed we'll head over to my house" Gerard said letting me go leaving the room. I got undressed an left my uniform on my bed. Quickly changing into a pair of black I hoped skinnys an one of my many band shirts that my Mom has gotten me. It took half an hour just to get out the door because of Mom. I hadn't stayed anywhere without her before she even went out an got me a special mobile that I'll be able to use. "I'll call you on Saturday night okay!" Mom yelled from the door as I Gerard an Mikey ran to the car. "MOM! DONT I'LL CALL YOU SUNDAY OKAY!" I yelled an Mikey shoved me into the backseat laughing. Gerard got in the driver seat an Mikey got into the passenger seat an we took off. "Finally were free!" Yelled Mikey I laughed at him. "Ha your free! I'm free for only three nights! An it's gunna be fucking amazing!" I cheered happily. We drove to Gerard's house played a song from Iron Maiden since it isn't that far away from my house. Pulling up Mikey an Gerard both jumped out of the car. "Mikey get Frankie's bags" Gerard said. Wait Frankie? Oh so nick names eh? "Gee it's alright I can carry a bag you know" I said "Yeah I know but gotta give Mikey something to do" Gee said. "Yeah thanks bro an what are you going to do?" Mikey said sarcastically. "I'm going to help Frank to the house. An show him around" Gee said proudly I smiled an we began to walk inside. "JELLO!" Gee an Mikey yelled together an laughed probably at my face. "WHY HELLO" yelled Gee's Mom, I could hear her walking towards us. "Mikey dear put Franks bag in Gerard's room for him" Gee's Mom said Mikey walked away. Then I was crushed by a bear hug. "OH IT'S SO GREAT TO MEET THE PERSON WHO'S STOLE MY SONS HEART!" Gee's Mom beemed it started to get hard to breath! "Mom! Let him go! Your crushing him!" Gerard laughed, she let go an held me back. "Umm- hi Mrs Way" I said. "No don't call me that. It makes me sound old, call me Donna, alright well I'm leavening now. BYE MIKEY!" Donna said I nodded my head an she let me go. Gerard pulled my hand an we walked off. "Where are we going?" I asked paying attention to where I was walking. "Down to my room" Gee replied. "Down?" I asked confused. He laughed "Yeah my room is in the basement" Gee laughed. "Oh cool! Let go I'll follow you" I said he stopped "Are you sure I-" "Gerard I gotta learn your house. I will be fine just go slow" I said smiling. He started walking an I followed he stopped then opened a door. I heard him going down steps so I reached out for the railing going down the stairs at the bottom he took my hand an walked me to the bed an sat down, it was a single bed. "So when are the guys getting here?" I asked. "In a hour. Um hey Frankie" Gee said quietly. "Yeah Gee what's up" I said. He started fidgeting hehe he's nervous about something "Umm. I was wondering if you'd umm want to be my boyfriend" Gee said. I threw myself at him am hugged him tight. "Of course I will be your boyfriend" I said snuggling into the crook of his neck. "I have been so worried about asking you that since last night!" He laughed leaning down kissing me head. "Are we gunna tell the guys were going out?" I asked face him. "Hmm I think we might have a bit of fun with it instead" we both laughed. I don't know how but we ended up in another make out session. "Whoa! I didn't expect that to happen!" Yelled Mikey. "Mikey fuck off!" Gee laughed "Since when- what! When were you-" "GAY!" Me an Gee laughed. "Yeah?" Mikey asked. "Well I've been gay since I can remember" I said. "I've been gay since I can remember too" Gee said getting up "Well I support you both" Mikey said. "So who else knows?" Mikey asked. "Mom knows an you. Frankie your gunna have to tell your mom" Gee said "Oh god no! She's going to cry! You are gunna be there too!" I yelled laughing. "As I said I'll always be there for you. Forever an always" Gee said sending my heart to goo. "Jesus Christ my brother is totally whipped" laughed Mikey I flipped him off. "YO FUCKERS! PARTY STARTS NOW!" Yelled Bob at the top of the stairs Gerard pulled away an sat at the end of the bed. "Well hurry up an get ass down here!" Gee yelled. Ray an Matt were there too I could hear there footsteps. "Alright so what is first on the agenda?" Mikey asked. "It's still a bit early to start drinking. So how about me go out an do something?" Bob said. "Wait drinking?" I asked. I heard him get up an come over to me. "Take a smell" bob said. Confused I just smelt an holy fuck! My nose felt funny, whatever I smelt it was powerful. "What the fuck was that!" I yelled rubbing my nose. Everyone was laughing. "What we will be drinking later. Come on get up let's go" Bob said "Gerard. I didn't bring Mixi. You do-" I was cut of by his soft lips. "I don't mind" Gee said grabbing hand. "They are already outside" he said. We began walking outside. "What about paintball?" Bob said. "Dude! We have Frank with us. Blind can't see anything?" Matt said. "You can go paint balling if you want? I can sit on the side?" I said "Oh shit. No this weekend is for you. So what do you want to do?" Matt said. "CAN WE GO TO THE THEME PARK! I'VE NEVER BEEN!" I yelled excitedly.

Notes

Well here is chapter two. I will be working on chapter three this week an hopefully post it Friday or Saturday. Thanks for reading xoxo