You're Not In This Alone

That afternoon when I get home Ryan is in the living room sketching and I smile as I walk past with Sophie in my arms, her breathing soft and even as she sleeps and once she's in her crib I go back out and join him, curling into his side as he sits the book aside and wraps his arms around me. "Hey beautiful, how was your day?" "Good" I say with a little yawn as I snuggle further into him. "How did your meeting go?" "Pretty good, the show is all set for next week. I'm so excited." I smile at how excited he is and say "I'm proud of you." "Thanks babe." We sit in silence for a minute before I say "Sophie and I are going to stay at dad and pa's while you're gone." "Good, I don't want you to be alone" Ryan tells me before leaning down and sealing his lips to mine. I kiss back eagerly, my previous exhaustion seeming to leave my body as I crawl over to straddle his lap, tangling my fingers in his hair as we both lean in to deepen the kiss, my hips shifting forward to grind into his, his half hard dick pressing against me. "Fuck me Ry" I groan out, my breath coming out in pants as I continue to grind against him and he lets out his own breathy groan as his hands tighten around my hips and he stands up, taking me with him and I wrap my legs around his waist as he carries me from the room, taking me into the bedroom and dumping me on the bed, climbing over between my legs. Once he's settled between my open legs things turn frantic and we tear at each other's clothes until they're out of the way, Ryan's dick pressing against my entrance and I slide my hands down to his hips, pulling him forward and inside me, my head thrown back as I gasp out in pleasure. "Ohhh Ry" I groan out as he starts thrusting in and out, slowly at first but building up his speed until he's fucking me so hard the bed shakes beneath us and and my groans turn from soft and quiet to loud, almost on the verge of screaming and Ryan slaps his hand over my mouth to keep me quiet and this just gets me even more worked up, my whole body feeling on fire and all it takes is one brush of Ryan's thumb across my clit and I cum, my muscles contracting around Ryan's dick as my whole body shakes with the unbelievable pleasure spreading through me and this sets Ryan off, his dick twitching and pulsing inside me as he cums too. "Fuck" he pants out as he leans down to kiss me again and I kiss back eagerly, my hands tangling in his hair again as we kiss until I break it to let out another small yawn. Ryan chuckles and pulls out of me, settling beside me as he pulls me into his arms. "You feeling ok baby?" He asks softly and I nod against his neck as I say "Yeah just really tired." "You sure? You've been tired a lot lately." "I'll be ok" I slur out, on the edge of sleep and before Ryan can say anything back I'm too far gone to register it, my
mind slipping into unconsciousness.

When I wake up again it's dark in the room and Ryan is sleeping beside me which means I slept through Sophie's nap time, her bath and dinner and then putting her back to bed and when I roll over I see it's 11.45pm and that it's a lot later than I thought. I'm still feeling exhausted and ready to fall back to sleep when my stomach churns and I realise that's what woke me up and I feel the vomit rising in my throat. I jump out of bed and rush across the hall to the bathroom where I drop to my knees in the dark and vomit violently into the toilet, my eyes watering and my head spinning with the effort. I feel another wave coming up and as I lean over the toilet again Ryan startles me by kneeling behind me and resting a hand on my back, the other grabbing my hair and holding it back for me. "Oh baby I thought something was up. How long have you been sick?" I shrug, not having felt sick before now and once I'm done Ryan helps me stand back up, moving over to the sink to rinse my mouth out before going back to the bedroom, laying down again when Sophie starts crying and I let out a small moan. "Go back to sleep, I got it baby" Ryan tells me as he tucks me in and I'm asleep again before he's even out of the room.

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