You're Not In This Alone

The next day I wake up and pa has gone to the gallery but dad is home and I suspect they don't want to leave me alone. Dad is in the living room playing around on his guitar and I sneak down the hall and into his room, searching through his drawers until I come across a pack of cigarettes and his tin of weed, three joints pre rolled inside so I take them along with half the cigarettes from the pack, swiping one of the many lighters in the drawer too. Once I go back into my room I shut the door and crack the window open a little and I light up a joint, taking a long drag and holding it in my lungs before blowing the smoke back out and I flop back onto my bed, smoking until the whole thing is done and I feel completely loose and relaxed. I'm laying on the bed, the whole room kinda blurring around the edges when my phone beeps and I lazily reach out to pick it up, squinting until my eyes focus again and I see I have a message from Ryan. 'Ruby I have some of your things that you left in my room, can I see you and I can give them back?' 'Cum over babe ; )' I message back before throwing my phone away and slumping back into the pillows. Ten minutes later I hear a knock on the front door and I climb off the bed, running down the hall and bumping into the wall a few times on my way. As I run past the living room door dad comes to the door and watches me as I open the door to reveal Ryan standing there and I giggle as I launch myself on him, attempting to climb him until he has his arms secured under my ass and my legs are wrapped around his waist. "Hey Ry" I purr into his ear before I break out into giggles again and he frowns and says "How fucking baked are you right now?" "Ruby" I hear dad say angrily and I keep giggling, climbing down out of Ryan's arms and taking his hand, tugging him down the hall behind me as I run back to my room, ignoring dad's angry calls, slamming the door in his face. Once the door is closed I launch myself on Ryan again, slamming him back into the wall as I attach my lips to his and my hand slides down to cup his crotch, palming his dick and he groans as he gives in and kisses back, shoving his tongue into my mouth as his hands slide around and grab my ass, squeezing as he backs me towards the bed. Once my back hits the bed his hands start tearing at my clothes and once my shirt hits the floor he stops and pulls away, gasping as he says "What the fuck happened?" And I look down to see Mikes teeth marks bruised deeply and dark into my collarbones and my hips covered in black finger marks. I giggle as I say "Jealous Ry? You're not the only one who can fuck other people." He stares at me in shock and pulls back further, running his hand through his hair. "I'm not doing this" he says and I scoff at him as I tug my pants down and slide
my hand up my thigh to touch myself, spreading my legs open as I pant out "Come in Ry, you know you want this" and he groans as he tries to look away but can't. "Fuck, Ruby please don't..." "Ohhh Ry" I groan out as my finger rubs over my clit and he growls lowly in his throat as he lunges at me, wrapping his hands around my thighs as he buries his face between my legs. "Ohhh" I groan out as he eats me out and I'm so close to my orgasm when he slides his way inside me and starts thrusting in and out and I'm right on the edge when I turn my head to the side and vomit all over the bed, my eyes slipping closed and I feel Ryan thrust into me one last time before I pass out.

The next time I wake up my head feels foggy and when I open my eyes I'm in dad and pa's bed, pa sitting beside me reading. "Pa" I croak out and he sits his book aside slowly before turning to me looking calm but I can see the storm brewing in his eyes. "Ruby, do you have any idea how fucking wrong what you did earlier was?" I remain silent and he continues "Dad and I aren't even mad, we're just so fucking disappointed in you right now." I feel my bottom lip quiver as he says "What's going on with you? You're like a stranger to me recently, we used to tell each other everything and we can always talk about anything at all so why are you doing this?" I shrug without answering and he sighs before saying "Your sheets are in the dryer, go and make your bed back up and then you can stay in it. Dad and I took your laptop and phone and you're grounded until further notice." I stare at him in disbelief and I snap out "What am I, fucking ten? Don't you think this is a little fucking childish, punishing me?" "Don't act like a child and I won't treat you like one and don't use that language with me. I'm your father and what I say goes while you live under my roof." "Fuck you Gerard, you're not even my dad" I spit at him as I storm out of the room and into my room, seeing that the room has been searched, a lot of my things either missing or moved. I stomp around the room grabbing a bag and throwing some clothes into it, taking my bank card and leaving everything else as I throw the bag over my shoulder and I make my way down the hallway to the front door, dad reaching out and grabbing my arm as I pass him. "You're grounded, get back into your room." "Fuck you Frank" I spit at him as I pull out of his grip and slam the door shut behind me. I make it halfway down the hall to the stairs before I'm tackled to the floor and pinned down by dad. "Get off me" I hiss out and he glares down at me and says "Get back in the apartment, right fucking now." "I'll scream" I tell him and he climbs off me and I push myself up off the floor and try to make a run for it but he wraps his arms around my waist and picks me up and I kick and scream as he carries me back into the apartment and drops me on the floor in the living room. "I fucking hate you" I scream as I break down into tears and he sinks to the floor beside me and wraps his arms around me and I fight against his hold but he keeps holding me and taking my hits until I slump into his chest defeated, sobbing so hard I can't breathe properly. "Shh baby girl" he whispers in my ear and I cling to his shirt as I choke out "Why does it hurt so fucking bad? I wanna die daddy."

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