You're Not In This Alone

The afternoon passes awkwardly after dad and pa get home, dad not happy about Ryan sleeping over but he doesn't say anything directly to us, just stares at us a lot as we watch tv together and then move on to eating dinner together. The four of us are watching a movie together but I can feel dad's eyes burning a hole in us so I turn my head and glare at him, snapping "What's the fucking problem?" He quickly lowers his gaze and pa looks between us trying to figure out what's going on. I turn to look at Ryan and he's looking back at me with an unreadable expression. "I'm tired" I tell them as I stand up and walk from the room, Ryan following a few seconds later and when we get to my bedroom he grabs my hips and pulls me
closer to him, leaning down so his face is hovering just an inch from mine. "What's wrong Ruby?" "My dad, he's being an asshole, haven't you seen the looks he's been giving us all night?" "Yeah but it's ok, he's just being a dad baby. You shouldn't hold that against him, especially after everything." I hang my head and sigh, knowing he's right before leaning up and kissing him. "I'll be back in a second" I tell him before stepping out of his hold and leaving the room, going back into the living room and climbing into dad's lap, curling against his chest with my head laying on his shoulder. His strong tattooed arms wrap around me and I softly say "I'm sorry." "It's ok baby girl I'm sorry too. I know that you know what you're doing but I just have some trust issues when it comes to other people around you." "I really like him daddy." "I know you do Rubes and I'm really so happy to see you happy and Ryan seems like a very nice boy but I think it's just gonna take a little while for me to adjust to him. Is that ok?" I nod against his neck and his arms tighten around me as he turns his head to press a soft kiss to my forehead. "Love you" I tell him and he smiles as he says "Love you too Rubes." I climb off his lap and walk over, leaning in to hug pa goodnight. "Goodnight baby girl." "Night Pa, thanks for letting Ryan stay." "Of course, anything to see you smile baby." I pull back and smile wide at him as i
leave the room, going back to my bedroom where Ryan is laying on my bed. "Hey you" he greets me and I close the door behind me before making my way over to the bed, climbing on and climbing up his body, my legs straddling his waist as I lower myself down and kiss him. He immediately kisses back, his hands coming to rest of my upper thighs where my skirt ends, his fingers rubbing small circles over my stockings and I tense up a little but when his hands don't move any higher I relax and keep kissing him, my hands braced either side of his head. When we pull apart for air I sit back, my ass resting over his crotch and I feel his half hard dick pressing into me through his jeans. I shift in surprise and he lets out a low groan and I climb off his lap, feeling incredibly unsure of myself and what I want, my whole body pulsing with want. "Shit Ruby I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to..." "No it's ok, I started it" I cut him off and I sit beside him biting my lip before saying "I want....I don't know what I want but I'm feeling things I haven't felt in a while and it's kinda scaring me a little." Ryan sits up and cups my face in his hands. "Baby it's ok, we don't have to do anything at all." "But I want to" I say softly and Ryan's forehead crumples a little as he says "Are you sure?" I nod, words eluding me for a moment and he nods before saying "Well, how about we just kiss and see how you feel? And you can tell me if you want to go further." I nod, a small smile spreading across my face as I climb back into his lap, Ryan shifting us so he's leaning back against the headboard and our chests are pressed together as we kiss, his erection gone down. We kiss for a while, Ryan's hands gently stroking up and down my sides, my hands tangled in his hair and I start to feel more relaxed in the situation, my body still pulsing with want so I slide my hands down his arms and grip his hands, guiding them to the top button on my shirt before letting go, our kiss breaking for a second as Ryan pulls back and studies my face, looking for any signs of hesitation before he leans back in and starts kissing me again while he slowly unbuttons my school blouse, pushing it off my shoulders. Once it's off I toss it aside and Ryan pulls back again, his eyes raking up and down my almost naked torso. He lets out a soft noise that kinda sounds like a moan and I feel his dick stiring under my ass and I take a deep calming breath as he leans in and starts kissing my neck, his hands wandering up and down my bare back. I lean my head to the side, giving him more room and he starts to gently suck and nibble at the skin, enough to send jolts of pleasure through me but not enough to leave marks. I let out a soft groan and my hips move on their own, grinding down onto his dick, giving my vagina much needed pressure and I groan again as Ryan lets out a small gasp, his body tensing and I can tell he's trying hard to not buck his hips up and chase the friction I just gave him. As his kisses continue to my collarbone his hands slide down my back to rest at the top of my skirt where the zipper is and I feel his fingers playing with it. "Yeah" I pant out as my hands slide up to tangle in his hair again and he continues kissing and biting my collarbones as the sound of my zipper being undone rings out in the room, the skirt suddenly getting a lot looser. I let another small groan out and Ryan's hands brace against my back, holding me to his chest as he lunges forward and my back hits the mattress, Ryan moving to kneel between my legs, pulling back from my chest to see if I'm ok. My breathing gets even more laboured at his actions and I slide my hands down to grip the bottom of his shirt, tugging it up and he gets the hint and takes it off, dropping it on the floor beside the bed. I stare at his perfect, slightly toned, pale chest before I reach up and run my hands up and down it, Ryan letting out another soft noise. When I reach his chest I slide my hands across to his arms and trail them back down, grabbing his wrists and guiding them to my skirt before letting go and bracing my feet on the bed, lifting my hips and letting him slide it off along with my stockings. Once I'm just in my bra and panties I slump back onto the mattress and Ryan kneels back between my legs and just stares at my body, the bulge in his pants looking like it's about to tear them apart. "You're so beautiful" he whispers out as his hands gently trail up and down my body and I blush and shiver at the sensation. I sit up, pulling him down by his neck to kiss me again and while we kiss I slide my hands down and undo his belt, popping open the button on his jeans before sliding down the zip, my hand brushing against his extremely hard dick as it springs free of its confines. I break the kiss to lean back and look into Ryan's eyes and he smiles warmly at me before leaning in to kiss again, his hands coming around to undo my bra, pulling it off and throwing it aside, his hands pushing gently at my shoulders as he lays me back down, his mouth attaching to my collarbones before he slides down, his kisses trailing down my chest until he reaches my boobs, his tongue darting out to swirl around my nipple and I gasp, my
fingers tangling in the sheets as he continues to lick and suck, teasing at both nipples before moving down and kissing down my stomach until he reaches the top of my panties. He hesitates, looking back up into my eyes And I nod before lifting my hips a little and he slides them down, leaving me completely naked. I close my eyes, taking a deep steadying breath before I feel Ryan's lips brushing against my inner thighs before moving in and his tongue just darts over my sopping wet entrance. I groan softly, my hands clenching into fists as he continues, his tongue slowly licking up and down before brushing over my clit and he starts gently sucking and nibbling, completely blowing my mind and I feel my orgasm racing up on me. I bite my lip hard to keep the noises in as I buck my hips up into his face, seeking more pressure and when his tongue swipes across my clit again my whole body shudders and I feel bursts of pleasure exploding all over my body and I let a low whine escape. Ryan pulls back from between my legs and wipes his mouth on the back of his hand as he says "Did you just?" And I nod frantically, unable to speak as pleasure continues to rip through my body and Ryan just stares at me with a smug look on his face. A minute later after I come down slightly I see Ryan working on taking his pants and boxers off and I feel a little panic spread through me and I let out a soft noise as I sit up and close my legs. "Hey baby Shh it's ok, I'm not going to do anything you don't want" he tells me and I nod, trusting him completely. Once he's fully naked I stare at his hard leaking dick and he sits back on the bed next to me and starts stroking himself, clearly not expecting anything from me and I find that relaxes me. "I'm sorry I can't give you what you want" I tell him and he looks over at me, his movements stilling for a second as he says "Being with you gives me what I want. And this stuff, the physical stuff, we'll get there, there's really no rush." We share a small smile before his hand starts moving again and I sit back and watch, mesmerised by the movement. I shift around so I'm on my knees before leaning down and licking over the head of his dick, swirling my tongue around as his hand
stops moving and he groans. I build up my confidence and slide down further, taking him in half way while my hand grips the rest of him, stroking as I start to lick and suck, bobbing up and down on him and he throws his head back and lets out a soft low groan. I continue sucking him off for a few minutes until he gently cups my chin and guides me off saying "I'm close baby." I sit back and just work him with my hand, stroking him faster and faster until his hips buck up and he cums, splattering his stomach with it and covering my hand. "Ohhhh" he whines out when hes done, slumping back to lay down. I climb off the bed and walk over to the hamper in the corner, digging out a used towel before wiping my hand clean and taking it to him, letting him clean his stomach off while I cross the room to my closet and pull on some pyjamas. After Ryan has redressed too we settle in bed together and Ryan spoons up behind me, his arm wrapped tight around my waist and I start to panic in the dark, wondering if I pushed myself too far in the moment.

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