
If Lies Could Speak The Truth Then You'd Know Me
I Wish I Could Just Disappear
"I wish I could just disappear." I whisper to myself as I get ready for a presentation for English. I'd been writing for weeks and still hadn't gotten an ending for my story. I get up and begin my presentation. "Well, my story starts with..."I start. "Get on withit Anastasia." The teacher says and that sets me off my anxiety comes into action I start hyperventilating and I black out.
i wake up in the nurses office. "Glad to see your up." She says in that overly perky voice I hate. "Yeah.." I reply looking down and kicking my legs off the bed. "You should call home see if your father can come get you." She say again. I call my father like told and he comes to get me loading me in the car. "How's my favourite slut?" He asks making me sick to my stomach. I just look down. "I asked you a question!" He says grabbing me forcefully and making me look at him tears in my eyes. "Dad please were..." He smacks me hard leaving a red handprint on my face. "Shut up fucking bitch. You're my slut and if I want people to see they're gonna fucking see!" I nod tears flowing freely down my face. I look out his window to see Gee in the parking lot smoking. I look at him hoping he's not going to look this way. He forces me to sit on his lap and my tears keep coming down small sobs escaping. I've reached a new level of embarrassment. I refuse to acknowledge what happens next until I hear a knock on the window I look over dazed to see Gee looking in through the window and I'm pushed off of my fathers lap and into the passenger seat as he speeds away home. I go to sleep and don't wake up until that night. Checking my phone to look for messages. None.
Notes
another chapter... :p
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