If Lies Could Speak The Truth Then You'd Know Me

"What questions?" I ask verbalizing my thoughts. "Well," he starts writing something down on his clipboard. "The way this baby is conceived..." He trailed off. "On with it doc!" I shouted at him growing agitated with him. "There's an increased risk of still birth, preterm labor, mental disabilities such as ; does syndrome, mental retardation, deafness, and blindness. There's also a higher risk that the child will develop cancer." I stared at him wide eyed. Something could be wrong with my baby? "Of course most of these things we can't really tell until it's born." I looked away. I know the tears are coming at this point. Damn hormones. "You have to be extremely careful rounding out this pregnancy. If you're not you could lose your child and possibly die yourself."
Gee took me back home. I didn't want to talk to anyone. He assured me the pain I felt was a "practice contraction" it is very common in first time mothers. I went up to his room and laid on the bed curling around my stomach. What am I going to do? Is my baby going to die is she going to be "special?" Will she even understand coherent thought. Will she be able to function or will I have to stay with her every step of the way. I know Gee said I'm not burden but I sure as hell feel like one now. Another mouth to feed and now maybe debt for medical bills and physical therapy. agai, what am I going to do..?

Notes

So longish chapter from me again thank you to my new co author they got me unstuck again! :p ~ Accidental_Murder_Forever.
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