If Lies Could Speak The Truth Then You'd Know Me

I spent the whole day contemplating what I'd done. I layed in bed the entire day and sulked.i curled in on myself. I checked the time. They would be back soon. I get up and pull on a jacket grabbing a few other things and exiting the house going to the park again laying down on the bench. I move my hand to my stomach and smile softly. It'll be okay. "You and me we'll be just fine together. I remove my hand and curl up tighter. "Gee will be so mad at me when he finds out what I've done. He might yell just like my dad." I sigh again. "He's burning in hell right now. He never liked me and he probably wouldn't like you either." Tears start to escape my eyes. "He'd blame me even though he's to blame for your creation. Gee probably thinks I'm a burden too." I inhale sharply feeling the cold settle around me. "I bet they're home now. They know I'm gone. They might be looking for us maybe not." I wipe my eyes and look up. Why god? Why does life have to be so complicated right now? I close my eyes wrapping my arms protectively around myself. I don't think they really care. I drift into unconsciousness.

Notes

It's short :p but it's saddening to me... v.v I'll update soon I promise. <3