I'm a sinner for love

I woke up still a bit high from the night before.
Fuck im still so tired, my eyes felt heavy and soon i was drifting off to sleep again.
Moments after i got startled by my mom yelling from upstairs,
"Frankie!!"
are you fucking kidding me? I just fell back to sleep.
"What do you want"I yelled
"Gerard's at the door, apparently you made plans with him?!" My mom yelled
I snapped my head back to look at the time, the clock reads 8:00am.
"Shit! i forgot i- uh tell him ill just be a minute" As that was being said i quickly stashed some left over pot in my pocket and ran upstairs.
When i headed for the front door i saw Gerard standing awkwardly in the porch,
His eyes lit up once he spotted me
"Hey Gee! Waddup" I said
"Oh yknow, waiting for my friend to hurry the crap up. Did you forget or something? I was waiting by your window for a good fucking hour" He spat out
I stepped back.
"I-Im sorry" I bowed my head
Gerard's eyes filled with hurt
"No Frank! Its fine i was just.. uh overreacting"
I look up at him smiling and i pushed him playfully then ran out the door towards Gerard's house
"Dammit Frank!" Gerard yelled chasing after me

"Slow down Frank, You dont even have shoes!"
I just realized till now
"Like i give a shit" I said sliding open Gerards window
I was half way in his room until Gerard nearly kicked me into it with his feet.
"Fuck off!" I yelled tumbling down onto the hard floor
Gerard came after and helped me up
"You alright?"He said
"Yeah!' I said sitting on his couch beside his bed

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"So we gonna do the same thing we do every Wednesday?" I said setting up the tv and plugging in my laptop
"If you want" He said getting comfortable
Let me inform you that every wednesday we watch porn together, Casual for most guy friends to jerk off in front of each other not giving to shits but for me, Im very insecure about everything. My arms, legs, face.. let alone my fucking dick. So every time we do this i put a curtain between us.

Frank doesnt care if his dick is out which fricking bugs me cause there was this one time he got really turned on by this one chick in class last year and he just fucking got off right in his seat and .. its not important. Anywho when i got the curtain up and the tv at the right angle i passed the remote to Frank.
He picked our old favourite.
When it started to play I heard Franks zipper slide open
i did the same and grabbed my dick
though i wasnt hard, i figured i could just be getting bored of this video but as soon as I heard Frank let out a moan my dick twitched
Wait what?
I grabbed the remote and changed the video to the top rated,
"Gerard what are you doing?" Frank asked
"I got bored of that one, I wasnt hard" I laughed slightly embarrassed
"Yeah dont worry about it, Happens to me a lot."

Time passed and i finally found a video i could actually jack off to.
Once we were done we got ourselves cleaned up and Frank came up to me and handed me some pot
"Oh sweet!" I said grabbing the weed out of his hand
"Where's your bong yo" He said trying to look for it
"Under my bed you doorknob"
"Ohhh" He got the bong and pulled out his lighter
I put some in the bowl and he lighted it
...
"My turn fag" I muttered waiting for him to pass me the bong
I took a long hit.
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Our whole day was spent smoking weed and just talking until we both passed out on the couch beside eachother.

"Gerard wake up you fool" Frank yelled shaking me awake
I groaned but opened my eyes,
"What?"
"We still have school to go to" He said
Fuck i forgot i had a life.
I got up and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and fix my bedhead.
When i got out Frank was already set for school.
I raised my eyebrows and walked upstairs
"Arent you going to eat Gee?" Frank said as i stepped outside
"Nah, Come on theres food at the school"
Frank waddled over and we set off.

School was okay, But it was stupid. I was the oldest student out of the entire school, I failed 10th grade at least 5 times caused by being drunk or stoned all the time. But Frank was nice enough to stick around and not leave like all my other friends.

When me and Frank went to our first class I tripped him before he could enter
"Gerard!" He yelled getting up and tackling me to the ground
We spent a good 20 minutes fighting until the science teacher came out
"Gerard get to class, Frank you know better" He said pulling us a part
My lip was bleeding but so was Frank's and we just laughed it off
"See yah later idiot" He said waving at me
I smiled and gave him a quick nod before storming off to my class

Notes

So uh