The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

I ran home tears streaming down my cheeks. I was angry and sad. I knew I shouldnt be mad at Mikey for relapsing and snapping at me but I was and I was sad because I realised no matter how much I wanted to I couldn't save Mikey. I had somewhat hoped he would chase after me but he didn't and I was somewhat grateful for that. I slammed the door suprised to see my mom sat forlorn in the living room. ​"Oh sweetie" she said pulling me over and hugging me close. "Mikey?" She asked as I nodded still sobbing into her chest.  ​"Raven?" She asked voice shaking "We need to talk" my stomach sank and I felt myself panic what if it was the cancer?or Mikey? Or school? Mom looked near tears. ​"It's about your dad" I felt like I was about to vomit. ​"I got together the money to fly him out from Kansas, it was a surprise for you, and well he got hit by a car" she laughed joylessly. "That's not even it, he was fine, in the hospital supposed to be out in about a week, but they fucked up"​​​​​​​​ That was the first time I'd heard my mom swear before and I was taken aback, she seemed utterly destroyed angry, sad everything all at once. "Gave him something he was allergic to and he went into cardiac arrest, he died a few hours ago" sh went quiet sobbing soundlessly in contrast to my loud uncontrollable sobs. I ran upstairs collapsing against my door I lay there for what seemed like hours. Mom only knocking once I eventually moved to the bed until I heard the door creak open. It was Frank. ​"Your mom let me in, I'm sorry about Mikey and everything sometimes he gets sorta...." He stopped. "Are you ok?" He asked cautiously edging towards me. I shook my head no and he made his way over to me just holding me for a minute. I was glad to have someones company, until he kissed me, and I let him for a mere second. I shoved him away once my brain registered what he was doing. He covered his face with both hands as if just registering himself what he did . He was muttering obscenities and the likes. He kept muttering apologies. I was shaking clueless as to what to do.​​

Notes

Ok sorry this is late but I'm currently in the middle of nowhere and am having problems updating so for the next few weeks the updates will be sporadic and probably short but thanks for reading hope you enjoyed I'll post as soon as possible