The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

Mikey and I sat like that for a while before Gerard burst into the kitchen.
"Your mom wants you home" he exclaimed loudly as he bounded into the kitchen like a puppy. I gave him a quizzical glare.
"She called you?" I queried looking towards him.
"Well she does know I'm Mikeys brother" he shrugged.
"Well what'd you tell her?" I pipped in.
"That you were both too busy having loud rough sex and banging that headboard like it was your job to noti'e anything and I'll send you back when you can walk again" he responded sarcastically rolling his eyes and leaving the room. I heard Frank laugh as I grabbed Mikeys hand to lead him back to his room.
"you have to go...." He protested shyly.
"I know I'm wearing you clothes" I responded looking down at the minimal band tee and boxers that were clearly his. I rushed into his room grabbing my clothes and quickly pulling them on when I noticed a familiar glint of metal over on his dresser. My jaw dropped a bit and I stopped moving. His eyes landed where I was looking and snapped open in understanding. He sputtered something and I made a grab for it.
"It....it's not w...what it looks like" he stuttered as I picked up the razor going to toss it in the trash.He grabbed my hand hard pulling it from my grasp.
"What is it then?" I exclaimed as he held tight to the razor.
"It's nothing" he responded pushing it into a pocket of his jacket.
"It's not nothing, let me help you" I said carressing h8s wrist where new scars layed. He yanked away.
"I don't need your help" he snarled looking sad "I don't need anyone's help"
"Please just let me...." I sputtered.
"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW" he screamed voice pointing towards the door. He looked extremely close to tears and collapsed head in his hands on the bed. I grabbed my clothes dashing out past Frank and Gerards worried and frightened faces.

Notes

Ok thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed I'm really sorry for being gone but I've been busy and am leaving the state for a few weeks I'll try my hardest to update sorry