The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

Despite not any classes besides art with Frank I spent most of the day with a sense of euphoria. I was overwhelmed and overjoyed. I had a 'friend' that was a problem though we're wereally just friends? Every ten minutes or so my mind would wander in a whirlwind I didn't know how to control 'he's just a friend, he's using you,no he's not,he just wants in your pants, he didn't take advantage of you when you were blacked out, he didn't know about the blackouts, he's just a friend and he doesn't want anything from you, yes because friends sleep over at friends houses in their underwear and spoon'.
I spent so much time thinking worrying about 'Frankie' that I began to get a persistent headache and a nosebleed that lasted over half an hour. The nurse sent me back to class saying I'd be fine. At lunch Frank and I snuck off to get lunch at McDonalds and heard snickering behind us when we left and I know I heard Mr. Way, after shaking his head disapproving, mutter something that sounded vaugly like 'horny teenagers can't even last 8 fuckin' hours'. I'll admit all of the looks hurt but I didn't really care. When we were heading back Frank handed me his sweatshirt and told me to wear it the rest of the day.I took it and inquired why. He just reasponded with,
" I want a reason to talk to you later" I felt myself blush and I hugged him. He was clearly startled but hugged me back smiling into my hair. He whispered the words 'My Raven with her Raven hair' lightly and I skilled brightly before muttering a ' we should get back to class don't wanna get in trouble'. We walked back together.
We had art second to last and so we walked together. People threw around the phrase 'fucking' and 'banging' and 'dating'. Frank sat in the back of class right next to me. He grinned cockily and took my hand in his. Mr . Way cleared his throat standing from hims desk.
"ok so for today I want you to choose a partner and draw them abstractly, draw their emotions, thoughts, and the likes, you have all class go" Frank nodded at me and we turned our desks towards each other and drew each other. Mr. Way walked around talking and smiling and even got down making little observations. He got to Frank and it was slightly different. He bent down behind Frank and leaned close to his ear.
"Nice shoes Frank" Frank was still wearing one of my sky blue shoes and I was wearing one of his black converses Mr.Way smiled and stood to walk away but not before saying "oh by the way see me after class Mr. Iero" I was nervous for Frank who went a pallid grey. He didn't talk all class and I kept working quietly.
As everyone filed out of class I grasped my books and went to leave with Frank staying behind. I waited outside the door for Frank listening to see if he was okay.
"Got yourself a new whore?" That was definitely Mr. Way and I felt a knot in my stomach did Mr. Way really call me a who're?
"What did you call Raven"Frank.
"You heard me, look Frank Mikey and I are letting you stay with us you can't keep doing this" he sounded extremely exasperated and was likely rubbing his temples.
"Doing what?"
"Runnin off with girls for days on end and then throwing them to the side when you're done"
"W...what" Frank sounded utterly dumbfounded.
"Ravens a really nice girl she doesn't deserve that"
"What doesn't she deserve GERARD" his voice got louder and angry.
" You to pretend like you like her to get in her pants and then....." Frank cut him off.
" WE DIDN'T FUCK"
"Wait you didn't f....." . Frank ran out of the room past me as if he didn't see me. Mr.Way stood their eyes wide and agape and when he noticed me he got clearly paler. I felt like I was going to cry or throw up. Was Frank really using me? My eyes started watering and my jaw dropped.
"Raven....." Mr. Way whispered walking slowly towards me . I ran away and to the bathroom collapsing in a stall. I felt it getting darker and darker and darker and then I heard a dull crack and couldn't see or do anything else.

Notes

Ok bit of a cliffhanger or maybe foreshadowing anyhow hope you enjoy please give some feedback I'll update when I can :)