The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

After 'Mikey Proofing' my house, but leaving kitchen knives and whatnot, Frank began rushing around grabbing every blanket and pillow and the likes I owned. The last bit of sunlight was disappearing as I noticed Frankie building a fort out of my blankets in the living room.
"Uhh...Frank" I giggled "What are you doing?" He chuckled looking at me from beneath his fort.
"What does it look like, I'm building a fucking fort cuz FORTS are fucking fun" I just laughed and made my way to the kitchen to make some coffee for the night, I knew it would certainly be a long one. Frank turned on all the lights and opened the door, I didn't even hear a knock or the bell. Gerard and Mikey walked in the room silently. Gerard looked ar the fort shaking his head and laughing. Mickey just stood soberly his hands in his pockets. Frank and Gerard got comfy inside their fort and I ushered Mikey over.
"I made coffee" I smiled at him handing him a cup. He thanked me but just stood around.
" Hey Mikes" he made a 'hmm' sound looking up at me "Why don't you come to my room" the boys were too engrossed in their show to notice But, Mikey nodded eagerly and followed me to my room. As we were walking away I heard the boys muttering and whispering. They noticed.
We made our way to the back room that was mine and I plopped on my bed. My room and the bathroom still had clothes and meds and the likes strewn about. Mickey looked around and let out a groan.
"Mikey proof?" He sighed again "Gee Whiz Frankie trusts me"
"I'm sorry" I responded lamely.
"It's not your fault" he sighed heavily collapsing on my bed "It's mine and my stupid...." He started rubbing his wrist hard and even pulled his jacket off. I was startled by the amount of scars, but happy about the fact they were just that, scars. He started to scratch them extremely hard and I grabbed his hand to stop him. He looked up at me.
"If they hurt I probably have some pain meds...." I walked over to my medicine cabinet Mikey following and began to search through the drugs. Mickey looked at me eyes wide as from behind a pill bottle a small razor lightly fell to the ground.

Notes

Ok that's all for tonight I just thought since I got to 1,000 reads y'all deserved another chapter tonight :* anyhow thank y'all for reading as always please tell me what you think