"Trinity, hey Trinity," Gerard says and I slowly open my eyes, "do you know what day it is?!?!" he says excitedly, "I dunno Gee.." I rub my eyes and yawn getting out of my bed, "today is the day the guys come around and make a blanket fort and then we will watch movies and have a fabulous time." He says jumping around excitedly, I laugh walking to the closet, "Gee you know the drill." I say and he walks out of the room, I pick a lavender coloured cardigan and light blue skinny jeans, I walk out of my bedroom and into the living room to Gerard and Frank already setting up a blanket and pillow fort. I giggle and walk into the kitchen, Mikey and Ray are drinking coffee and discussing comics and music, I smile whilst pouring myself a bowl of fruit loops.

"Hey Trinity, I need some help!!!" Frank yells out and I race into the living room, Frank usually never asks for help.

"Mummy! I need help to get ready for school!" I wake up in a flash to see my four year old daughter sitting beside me on my bed, "sorry Cherry." I say getting up, she looks so much like her father, it makes me sad to think about him, although he did leave me once Cherry was born. I walk into the kitchen and Gerard is sitting there, "mummy tonight can you tell me more stories about you and Gerard?" Cherry asks and Gerard smiles, "of course I can bub." I say getting her some cheerios and making myself a cup of coffee, "you know Trin, you should tell her that I'm here with you." Gerard says and I sigh braiding Cherry's hair, "you know I can't Gee." I say quietly and he frowns before walking through a wall to get to the basement where he lives.

I've had Gerard with me since I was 4 years old, my mother made me go to a private school and no one really liked me, then Gerard came along and he made me happy. We played games and he helped fight the nightmares away. "Okay Cher, time to go." I say getting my handbag and heading out the door, Cherry races out with a smile on her face and I say good bye and so does Cherry, she thinks that we say goodbye because it's a polite thing to do when you leave, but she doesn't know who we are saying goodbye to.

"Have fun Cherry." I say giving her a kiss on the top of her head, "bye mummy!" she yells out before running to her friends. I head back home and Gerard gives me a hug, "another busy day again today Trin?" he asks and I nod, I let Gee know everything, "yeah, I want to quit but I can't I need to keep Cherry in school." "That girl deserves the best and we know that, but you deserve the best to Trin." Gerard pulls me in for another hug, "I have to go Gee, don't cause to much mayhem." I say and he smirks, "I promise," "Gee I know you have your fingers crossed." "go Trin."

Notes

So just to clear stuff up. when I'm writing like this it means Trinity is dreaming.

and Gerard is her imaginary friend. that might not be so imaginary in the future.

- xoxo B