disenchanted

Mistey's Pov.
"I know what you are" With that I turns Gerard around and walk away. I regret those words I really do. I mean he knows what I am so why dose it matter. As I go into my house it's strangely quite. I walk in the kitchen and see a note.
Dear Mistey,
I have been called back to our plain. Some vampires have gotten in and have been captured. I will be back in about two weeks. NO BOYS ALLOWED!

I rip up the note so no one can read it. I cant let Gerard find it. That will give me away. As I think back though the days I hear all the snide comments about me. All those girls I thought it would be different. Emo, Freak, Slut, Bitch, Worthless. Some girl even told me to kill my self. Oh well back to normal. I sigh and walk up to my bathroom. Oh well old habits die hard I guess. I thought I would be different living with humans well guess I was wrong. I shuffle in my drawer until I cut my self on a razor. I fling my arm out and stare at the blood. Beautiful. I grab the razor. My mom wont know so what's the harm? I feel a tear drip onto my arm. I never cut this much in my life. I made ten gashes. I cant go on like this. I mean the pain is wonderful I love seeing the blood. I grab a bandage wrap and put it on my arm. Light headed I walk to my room. My vision going blurry. Oh well this would be a better death than a death by a vampire death. As I'm about to black out I see a figure above me. I think it's it might be Gerard. Then I'm envolped into the darkness.

Notes

Is it Gerard or is she imagining? ONLY I KNOW HEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHE!! xD