Dig It

It's been two weeks since Gerard had moved it, he seems like he was getting better but he sleepsin the living room on the pull out bed, I've woken up in the middle of the night sometimes to screaming coming from the living room, there's been countless times when I've had to pin Gerard down on the bed to stop him from harming his self and me, he's punched me once or twice from time to time once he wakes up he's a mess, his clothes are drenched with sweat, his eyes are full of tears, I hug him tightly letting him cry into my neck, it breaks my heart to see him like this.

I woke up in the morning and went to the kitchen to make coffee I came out and was just about to go back in to my room until something stopped me at the door, I heard Gerard groaning in his sleep, I turned around and went to the table to watch him just in case he had another nightmare but oh this wasn't a nightmare I watched as he tossed as turned he was now on his bac with his face facing me he was dreams, he started moaning and biting his lip, his legs twitched I laughed at myself I sipped my coffee and carried on looking at him
"ah" he whimpered
"frank god!" He moaned out load my eyes widened and I laughed a little loud I slapped my hand over my mouth to keep quiet he kept moaning and moving around I had enough and got up and walked over to his bed and sat next to him, his morning wood spoke for words I lent over and kissed him gently and stopped moving and began to kiss back I stopped and pulled off I watched as his eyes fluttered open and looked at me frowning.
"f-frank?"
i smiled and nodded he looked at me and looked down he quickly faced his back to me and curled up into a ball
"uh um" he stuttered
"gee?"
"yeah" he said
"want me to take care of that for you?" I smirked
he didn't answer to a put my hand I his shoulder and pulled him onto his back he was bright red he was so cute I lent down and kissed him hard I felt his tongue lick my lip I opened and felt his tongue swirl around I massaged mine with his I moaned and swung my leg either side of his waist I pulled him up an let slightly back I began to straddle his hips feeling his hard on press against my crouch he groaned I pulled way and smiled his eyes were filled with lust so I took the liberty to go further I pulled the covers off of him to find him already naked I smirked and went underneath the covers he laid down so my face was infront of his dick I could tell he was horny I licked the tip of his dick he heard him whimpered as I blew air on to it I licked the bass and started sucking the tip his legs jolted a little to I took him all it at once he moaned louder this I think he was meant to, I started bobbing my head up and down Gerard's hand was under the cover tangling his fingers in my hair forcing me to go faster
"fuck Frankie shit!!" He screamed he bucked up his hips and came into the back of my throat I sucked him through his orgasum and finally pulled off with a slight ''pop" I crawle back up and snuggled with a sweaty Gerard I planted small kisses on his neck and whispered in his ear "I love you so much" he turned his head smiled and kissed me "I love you too". I felt my heart beat faster I could stop smiling

Notes

I wasn't planing on writing smut sorry if it's terrible i bad at it until next time xo