Dig It

<<<<<<< two weeks later >>>>>>>

I still haven't told Gerard I love him since that night just before ray told me, I've been spending almost everyday with gee makig sure he was happy but he still seemed awkward and strange around me, he's still been wearing hoodies to hide his horrible scars and stuff.

Today was Wednesday and for some reason it was my favourite day, I got outta bed and put my clothes on it was my dark blue jeans with holes in the knees, a black and white stripped long sleeved t-shirt and my black convers I grabbed my bag and headed out the door I walked to school on my own since Gerard and mikey get dropped off by there mom, I got through the door just as the bell screamed through the school, I walked slightly faster to my locker I had math first and I was happy that I'd be sitting next to Gerard, the halls were empty by the time I got through the class room door all eyes feel on me then back to their text books, I walked to my seat and smiled at Gerard he smiled back but I could tell something was wrong half way through class Gerard raised his hand.

"yes Gerard?" Ms Reid asked
"c-can I got to the toilet?" He ask
"yes you may" she replied

a full 30 minuets passed and Gerard still didn't return the bell rang and we all headed out of clas I headed to my locker everything seemed okay until some kid ran out of a bathroom screaming my name it was mikey!

"FRANK" he shouted with tears down his face
"mikey what is it?!"
"I-it's g-Gerard he-he's-he" he kept stuttering
before he could speak a team of paramedics came running thriough the hall and into the bathroom I pushed mikey and everyone else out the way and ran into the toilets
"sir you can't go it" one of the paramedics shouted
i ignored him and ran in there, I saw blood all over the floor and a pills bottle in the middle of it and Gerard slumped in the corner barly moving he let it a loud cry and he looked at me before I could do or say anything I was ripped away and put I the hall I watched as they carried my "boyfriend" out of the school I ran after them but mikey court up with me and pulls me back
"no! NO!!!" I sobbed and cried loudly i turned around and mikey hugged me tight I buried my he's in the crook of his neck sobbing hard and fighting to breath "he can't leave me not again" I mumbled over and over mikey was crying too and before I knew in a fell on the floor crying mikey pulled me up and took me to his class I couldn't help but think why would he do this? He seems fine.

Notes

2nd update today please don't hate me :( xoxoxo