Dig It

I carried on walking well more like storming down the street, I whipped my tears were as I stood at ray's door, I knocked lightly, I heard muffled footsteps and a lock click, it revealed ray.

"Oh hey what's up?" He said but he kinda clocked on

I couldn't help but burst out into tears again, he stepped towards me and hugged me, I looked at him with teary eyes "Ray?" I mumbled while my head was buried into his neck, I pulled away looking at him, that's when I leant in, I kissed him while tears down fell down my face, he moaned into the kiss and stumbled back, he grabbed my legs I jumped up and wrapped them around his waist, I just needed the comfort of someone right now, but I did not! Expect him to co-operate, he slammed the front door and walked me to the living room, we began to strip and we you know what we did.

I woke up curled on the sofa, sweaty, sticky and confused it took me a while to realise ray was spoon me, we had a blanket over us, my eyes widened, what have a done?! I jumped up startling ray out of his sleep, he groaned and rubbed his eyes.

"I-im sorry but I gotta go"

Before could reply I was already out the door, my jaw and back were killing me, I finally got home, mikey was sitting on the sofa, it was like 5 in the morning I looked at me with blood shot eyes "where's frank?" I asked bluntly "in your bed, he stayed the night because he was worried, listen ger-" I cut him off by slamming my bedroom door, I began walked up the stair before he even started to explain, I sat on my bed where frank was sleeping soundly, I sighed and took off my clothes again, I was in my boxers and shirt, I crawled into bed with frank in my arms, 'did i just cheat?' I thought to myself, I pushed the thoughts out my mind and feel back to sleep, I woke up to lips on my hands, I opened one eye to see frank kissing my hands, moving to my arms, I hummed which made him stop and look at me "gerard" he whispered "yeah" I groaned sleepily, "i love you" my eyes shot open and I sat up "w-what?" Frank didn't answer me, I just leant in and kissed me hard, I followed his lead, before I knew it he was straddling my hips, I tugged on the hem of his shirt before he broke the kiss and threw his shirt over the other side of the room, I did the same, I lent back frank with his knees either side of me, he began to kiss my neck going further and further down, I could feel boxers being lowered "frank what are yo-ahh" I moans as frank began to lick the bass on my member, I groaned gripping the bed sheet "ahh fu-fuck!" He began to suck on my head licked the slit before taking me all the way it "fuck me frankk!" I whimpered, he took my member out of his mouth "that's for later" he said in a flirtatious manor "Mm" I whimpered as he began to bob his head up and down, he began to massage my balls in time with his mouth "I'm gunna cu-ahh" before I could tell him the knot in my stomach go worse, until I blew my load into his mouth, he swallowed it all and licked the rest off of my thighs and his chin, he came back up and went back to kiss me allowing me to taste myself "I said I love you gerard" I whispered to me, he layed on my chest slowly drifting off, I stroked his head hearing his hum, "I love you too" I said quietly, tears began to fall down my face as I remembered what I did to him with ray last night, what am I gunna do...shit

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