Suicide Note

I know Natalie wanted out of this world but I wasn't going to ever let that happen.

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I run out of the house and over to mine and Natalie's special place, I know that is where she would go since only two people know about the house. I hear her voice from the inside softly singing, "rest in peace, rest with me." She sings and I burst in the door, "Natalie!" I yell causing her to jump in fear.

"Gerard?" She says tears falling down her pale cheeks, the girl I love is wasting away, I ruined her. I run over to her and hold her tight, Natalie cries into my chest, dampening my top, I kiss the top of her head and she looks into my eyes, "why did you come?" She asks and I wipe away a stray tear, "because I am completely and utterly in love with you Natalie Parker,"

she smiles at me, not a fake, small smile. A genuine smile, "I love you too Gerard Way." I smile back and whisper in her ear, she nods and we run out of the abandoned house, we kept running, running from our small town. So we can be together, most people will say that true love isn't real but what we have is real.

"Keep running Gee," she says smiling, "Keep running Nat."

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I know what we did was bad, leaving our families with no notice, but when I look at my beautiful wife Natalie and daughter Lenore I know I made the right desicion.

Notes

So I realise that the actual ending is so freaking sad so I created the ending where Natalie didnt die, is it better? Happier?

-xoxo B