Suicide Note

Everything was fine when I was younger, everyone was nicer to others, I don't know what I did wrong to other people, I am guessing this is where my story begins back when I was 6.

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"Come on darling, we need to rock and roll." my father says taking my hand and leading me out the door, "but daddy we don't have time to rock and roll! I need to go to school first." I giggle and he smiles, my dad is my most favourite person ever, "well then we better get you to school so when you get home we can rock and roll." I nod and we head off. "Daddy, what school do you go to?" I ask and he laughs, "I don't go to school any more Natalie, I have finished all of my school work." "will I finish all my school work?" I ask and he smiles, "I certainly hope so." he says kissing the top of my head and lets me go into the school grounds, "bye daddy!" I yell before turning away and walking to the play equipment. 'Hi I am Gerard, who are you?" a boy says from the top of the slide, "I am Natalie," I say sweetly and he smiles, "wanna be my friend?" he asks and I nod saying 'yes' rather to fast.

-After School-

"Mummy, why isn't daddy picking me up?" I ask whilst my mother buckles me into the car, I seemed to have said something wrong since my mother has started crying. "I'm sorry mummy, you can pick me up from school when ever you want." "it's okay Nat, your father.. he is probably not going to take you to school or pick you up ever again." Mother says and I give her a confused look, why wouldn't my father want to take me to and from school. It didn't make sense. "why not?" I ask and her body starts shaking from crying, "because honey, your dad has been in an accident and he has gone to sleep, he probably wont wake up for a really long time." I give her a smile and say, "it's okay mummy I can wait for daddy to wake up, until then you can take me to school." "sure thing Natalie sure thing."

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Of course I didn't know my father died at the time, but that day I lost one of my bestest friends but gained a new one.

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