Let's fall in love again

***Gerard's P.O.V***
" What the hell is wrong with you?!" she screamed at me. Or should I refer to she as the devil. She storms into the living room, clutching a bottle of beer in her hands, looking outraged. She was definitely drunk, and angry which weren't good combinations. I couldn't do anything to solve the problem. She was all I had left. Without her I wouldn't have a home, food, money, a job. I had to take the beatings, she was more powerful than me by a lot. I can be a really tough person, but when it comes to her I act like a coward. " Well?! Why don't you answer me you dick head.. " she slurs, chucking the bottle at my head. I duck, and cradle myself in the corner of the room. This is what always comforted me. I couldn't have her act like this now though, I had to go to the group session in half and hour and I knew this was going to take a while. " I.. I don't know " I whisper, tears staining my flushed cheeks. " Not.. good enough " she says, shoving me onto the floor, kicking at me. I wanted to stop her, so badly, but I couldn't have her kick me out. I just couldn't. I started to cry, and she called me names. She kicked into my ribs and my breath became uneasy. My face felt sore and I knew there we're bruises. She suddenly fell onto the floor, and I see her passed out. All the exhaustion and alcohol must have contributed to that. I look at the time. Damn it. I had 15 minutes. I pile up all my papers together, and quickly make myself a cup of coffee. I wouldn't be able to stay awake if I didn't have one. I then scrambled out to the car, driving away.

I hurried into the room, realizing I was already ten minutes late. I stumble in, everyone looking at me. My papers dropped everywhere, and then I spilled my coffee. " Fuck.. " I mumble, trying to clean up the mess. This was so frustrating and it was stressing me out. I felt anxiety, all of everyones eyes glued on me. I run a pair of fingers through my sweaty hair, and button my shirt, trying to look presentable. " Sorry I'm late everybody, I fell on the way here " I say, taking a seat. " It's okay " someone says, and I look across me. It was Angel. God, she was beautiful. If I wasn't with my bitch wife, and if Angel was older I would totally go for her. She's got this long beautiful blonde hair that tumbles down her back. This fare skin with very rosy cheeks, and her eyes are a beautiful hazel, complimenting her plump lips. Her figure is very petite, but has some curves that fit in the right places. She was.. beautiful. I wish I could have her.

Notes

oh-m-gee Gerard is NOT having feelings for Angel oh my gossh!! bad Gerard c; only Mikey can have her!!! hehe c:
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