Let's fall in love again

I sat in my room, leaning against my pillow and drumming the strings on my guitar. The rain fell against the window pane, rolling down. The house was quiet, hence I was the only one at home right now. I haven't used my guitar in quite a while... I stopped using it after he ruined everything. I strum the guitar chords again, breathing heavily. I start to play a tune, and start to sing the lyrics of " With Ears to see and Eyes to Hear " by Sleeping with Sirens.

" So tell me, how does it feel, how does it feel to be like you?
I think your mouth should be quiet,
cause it never tells there truth now.
So tell me, so tell me why,
why does it have to be this way?
Why can't things ever change? "

Tears started to roll down my cheeks, that song got to me on a very emotional level. Thunder struck and I jumped a bit. Then it all started coming back to me, in flashes.

" Angel? " he said, leaning on my bed. " Yes? " I answered, climbing into bed with him, snuggling up against him. " I may not say it a lot, but I love you. I mean, I really do " he says, smiling as he bites his lip. I blush a crimson red and bite the inside of my cheek. " Frank.. " I say, brushing my lip against his. He both start to kiss each other passionately. He cups the side of my cheek and flips me on the side of the bed. He straddles me and continues to kiss me. He smiles against our kiss, and I couldn't feel any more happier.

" Frankie? What's wrong? " I call after him as I hear a slamming of the door. I walk into the kitchen to find Frank helping himself to a bottle of bear. Oh god. " Frankie.. put the alcohol down now " I say, my breathing unsteady. He downs the bottle in seconds. " Shut up you slut " he snaps. He then slaps me across the cheek and throws me on the ground.

" Frankie, I just can't do it anymore. You've been hurting me so much. I love you, more than you ever can imagine. But we can't be together " I say to him at the door, in tears, and then walk away. Walk out of his life.

I start crying, my nose becoming runny and my eyes become a bloodshot. I take my guitar and smash it against the wall, yelling. I then realize what I've done, and cry even harder. I get into bed and hide under the covers, crying myself to sleep

Notes

heeyyoo, kinda a depressing chapter but i kinda wanted to fill you in on the background on Angel's ex. hope you lovelies had an amazing day! also creds to sleeping with sirens for the song. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLIN QUINN ILYSM <3
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