Your eyes are vacant & stained (frerard)

GERARD’S P.O.V
I’m so startled, and shocked I didn’t even know what to do. Frank Iero, the guy I love, my fucking tutor, was kissing me? I realised how stupid I was being, frozen in the spot, and I began to kiss back. He reacted by shoving me against the wall, roughly, moving his lips against mine. My heart fluttered, so much, my stomach did a thousand flips. I felt the sparks, the excitement. I found myself deepening the kiss, wanting more of him. It felt like I had been starving myself for ages, keeping it away from him. Frank moved me away from the wall and pushed me onto my bed. I breathed, unsteadily, gasping as he pinned my wrists to the bed and collided our lips together again. He removed his lips from mine and places small, sweet kisses down my jawline, making me shiver like crazy.
“Frank,” I whispered, moaning a little. Frank moved his mouth to my neck and bit it, slightly, forming a purple mark. Frank met my lips again, smirking into the kiss, and ran his hands through my hair.
“Oh, fuck,” I muttered, moving my hand around the back of his head and tugging on his short midnight hair. I wanted as much as I could get, which wasn’t much as we were at my house and my family could walk down any minute. We separated, gasping at each other.
“I…I’m s-sorry if that isn’t what you w-wanted if like-”
“Shut up, Gerard, seriously,” Frank laughed, licking his lips. “Fuck… I’ve wanted that for ages, oh god… Man, I’m not going to be able to resist you…”
“You’ve wanted ME for ages?!” I exclaimed, I was shocked. “Really!?”
“You are the guy I love, stupid,” Frank rolled his eyes.
“What!? Are you serious!?” I was so shocked. “What? No way,”
“Gerard,” Frank glanced at me. “I love you,”
“I love you, too,” I burst into tears.
“Hey, hey, why are you crying?” Frank pulled me onto his lap, kissing the corner of my mouth.
“I’m crying with happiness,” I wiped the tears from my eyes, blushing, deeply. “I... I’m sorry,”
“Why are you sorry?” Frank appeared confused.
“Because you’ve put up with me for-”
“Gerard,” Frank tucked strands of hair behind my ear. “Shh…”
“I love you. I love you. I love you.” I whispered. “I don’t care if you’re my tutor, I love you. You… You’ve helped me so much.”
Frank hugged me, tightly.
“I love you too, honey. And I don’t care either,” Frank murmured. “I can’t believe I’ve finally got you… Fuck, I love you… I want you,”
I noticed the shadow of lust and love in Frank’s eyes. Love. That was the emotion I always couldn’t read in his eyes.
“We’re going round yours tomorrow,” I cleared my throat; I was still scared to actually propose what I was enquiring. Frank smirked. He had already picked it up.
“Of course,” He grinned, mischievously.
- - -
I changed into my boxers, as all my pajamas were in the wash and quickly snuggled underneath my duvet.
“You’re still shy about your body?” Frank stared at me. I nodded, rapidly.
“I always will be,” I whispered.
“I will change that… One day,” Frank sighed, a little. He lifted the covers from me and traced small patterns on my chest, his touch making me shiver like crazy. He kissed my neck, softly, then my collarbone then my chest.
“F-Fr-Frank,” I stammered, as he pecked beautiful kisses to my waist. He smiled, and met my lips again, teasingly. I knew we couldn’t do anything much anyway, this was my house. He laid himself on top on me, before moving his lips against mine again. His tongue licked across my lower lip, asking for entrance, and I gave it, of course. I felt his tongue enter the cave of my mouth, exploring it. I moaned, softly, and noticed that Frank gripped my wrists harder. I smiled a little, shuddering as Frank ran his tongue along the roof of my mouth, the sensitive part.
“Fuck,” Frank murmured as I gripped his sides, tightly, probably causing them to bruise. “You’re so… Hot,” Frank breathed, unsteadily, licking a strip of my neck.
“A-and y-you,” I stuttered.
“You’re so adorable,” Frank laughed, breathlessly. “So shy, and so innocent,”
“What? Don’t you want me to be?” I dared to ask, biting back laughter at his face.
“Nope, I think I like controlling you…” Frank touched his lips. “Hmm…”
“I love you,” I whispered, kissing his clothed shoulder softly. He smiled at me, perfectly.
“I love you too,” He murmured. My heart flipped. Did he really say that? Was I dreaming?
“I can’t believe this,” I muttered. “Am I dreaming?”
“No,” Frank pinched me, lightly. “See?”
“Wow… I’m…” I shook my head and nuzzled into his shoulder. “I just…”
Frank laughed, running a hand through a bit of my hair.
“Are you trying to turn me on?” I asked, timidly, feeling flustered.
“Maybe,” Frank smirked. I giggled, shakily.
How can someone so perfect, so beautiful love someone like me? It just didn’t make sense.
- - -
I woke up, yawning, and snuggled into Frank’s chest.
“Fuck school,” Frank mumbled, rubbing his eyes. “I hate being a tutor anyway,”
“Huh?” I was half-asleep, squinting.
“We’re going round mine today.” Frank picked me up in his arms, and I giggled.
“Oh, what’s the plan?” I smiled.
“You know what the ‘plan’ is,” Frank rolled his eyes.
“Frank… Can I ask you something?” I whispered.
“Sure, honey,” He placed me down.
“You don’t just…Want me as like…To have like…Romance with…Not like…Nevermind,” I shook my head, blushing with shame and glancing at the floor.
“Of course I don’t! I’m so sorry, we can take things slower if you want too-”
“I’m just scared that you don’t love me,” I spoke, my voice barely even a whisper.
“Oh, Gerard,” Frank looked sad. “Of course I do,”
“I mean why would someone as perfect as you love someone like me?” I questioned.
“Because,” Frank tucked my hair behind my ear. “Because they see you as perfect. They see you as the most perfect human ever. They see you as such a beautiful person with an amazing personality and they see you as someone special. They see you in a different, special light.”
I sighed, softly.
“Really?” I muttered.
“Really,” Frank confirmed. “Believe me,”
“How-”
“I’m going to show you that I love you. I will do the little things. Hey, how about tonight we watch the sunset and camp outside? Or I can count the stars, giving a reason why I love you with each of them… Wait is that too cheesy?” Frank blushed, a little. I grinned.
“The sunset sounds good,” I shuffled, slightly. “This…Tutor and student thing… What are we going to do?”
“We will keep it a secret until I have enough money to retire and we can buy ourselves a house and make money with your art work and our music,” Frank explained.
“Whoa, that sounds… Perfect,” I grinned.
“It sounds like you, then,” Frank winked.
“Thanks, but-”
“Nope, no buts,” Frank shook his head. “Anyway, get breakfast and we’ll set off to mine,”
- - -
I had packed my bags for Frank’s and we walked to his house. Well, I skipped because I was so happy. He shoved open his door and we both entered.
“Do, do, do,” Frank hummed as he shut the door behind him. I giggled, a little. “I think your laugh is so cute,”
I blushed at the compliment.
“R-really?” I whispered, dropping my bags in the lounge and turning around to face Frank.
“Really,” Frank nodded.
“Is this actually real?” I laughed, slightly.
“It’s real, you’re so adorable, oh my god,” Frank groaned.
“What? Is that a bad thing?” I raised my eyebrows.
“No, it’s not a bad thing,” Frank grinned, slightly. He embraced me in a hug, and ran his hands through my hair.
“Are you going to do that literally everyday now?” I breathed, heavily, biting my lip.
“Yup, because I couldn’t do it before,” Frank laughed, before kissing me, softly. It quickly turned heated, though, as he dominated the kiss, hungrily, holding my frame to his body. Frank’s skilful lips trailed down to the sensitive part on my neck, again, sucking rather hard on the pale skin. My desperate fingers ravished skin that was begging to be touched. Frank pressed his body, tightly, against mine. My heart was going crazy at every little luscious thing he did to me. Frank’s head drifted up my black shirt, popping some of the bottom buttons.
“Is this okay?” He questioned, breathing heavily on my neck. I nodded. Frank smirked as he began to massage the skin on my waist. I melted, just there, my hands trembling as I helplessly tugged at the bottom of Frank’s top. Frank just grinned and unbuttoned mine first, his eyes darkening with lust at the sight. I had no idea how he could find me attractive. I watched Frank as he slipped his top over his head, revealing his creamy skin with art sprawled all of it. I gawked at him, again. He was so gorgeous, it was unfair. Frank grinned and lifted me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried me to his bedroom. Frank placed me on the bed and then rolled on top of me, taking all the control as he grinded down on me, breathing heavily.
“F-Fr-Frank, M-Mr I-Iero,” I stuttered.
“I dig that,” Frank breathed, unsteadily.
- - -
I rubbed my eyes at Frank next to me. We obviously hadn’t done anything THAT serious, not the actual –sex- that was a little too fast.
“Fucking hell, you moan so fucking sexily,” Frank groaned, rubbing his eyes. My cheeks went beet red, I was blushing so head. “Aw, you’re so embarrassed… It’s nothing to be ashamed of, it’s fucking hot,”
That caused my cheeks to go even redder – if that was possible. I squirmed closer to him, placing my head on his chest.
“So I can easily do this… All I have to do is run my hand through your hair?” Frank laughed, breathlessly. I just buried my face into his chest as a reply.

Notes

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