Don't tell mom

It was hot, it was crowded and he wanted to go home. There wasn't anymore than three people he actually knew. One of them was glued to his side as he had a bottle in his hand. He was short and was engaged in a deep conversation with someone across from him. Gerard didn't know him either, he didn't even bother to try to look interested. Instead he let his eyes wander around the packed house. It was a nice house, anyone could easily tell Jake's parents had good jobs. The abstract paintings glared back at Gerard but he admired them. It gave him comfort to ease the anxiety that was about to kick in. He was irritated and wanted to go home. Frank, on the other hand, thought otherwise. He was now laughing from some joke someone said. Gerard was oblivious to the conversation and decided to just laugh along. Even if he had no clue what he was laughing about.

" You know him right?" A voice drifted to Gerard. The sudden change in tone shocked him but found Frank as he looked down. He was looking back at him, and so was he, and everybody in Frank's group. Gerard was once more uncertain about the situation.

"Do I know who?" He asked, a blush claiming his face as he attempted to block out the stares that were pointed towards him. A darker shade found his face when Frank laughed at Gerard's temporary stupidity. He leaned his weight on Gerard as he scratched his temple.

"Nevermind, dude you probably didn't even listen to anything we said." Frank laughed. Gerard began mentally kicking himself because he couldn't even pretend he was active in their conversation, but lucky for him the tables turned.

"You guys wanna go do something? It's getting really crowded." One of the boys said, his voice was buried under the music and chatter of everyone else, but Gerard was able to trace the voice back to it's owner. It lead to one of the more masculine boys, he had black hair and a clear septum ring. Someone he could see Frank being good friends with, but someone Gerard didn't know him at all.

Before Gerard could process another thought, the clique of strangers he was now a part of began moving. Frank tugged Gerard's arm before letting it go. He landed by his side, the boy from earlier. Gerard watched the two, it would be typical for Gerard to feel jealous seeing Frank with someone else like that, but Gerard wasn't even phased. Perhaps he felt a strong trust with Frank, knowing he wouldn't fuck anything that wasn't him. But it was true, Gerard knew it too. He was well aware of Frank's need for him and how protective he can be. All the lust and want compacted in his small frame. Gerard could almost taste the venom he now planted in Frank, he owned Frank now. Gerard had strings and could pull them at any moment. But the feelings weren't exactly mutual. He only told himself that he did like Frank, but it wasn't the truth. Gerard's feelings were planted elsewhere to a flower that will neverbloom.

The sudden change of lighting almost caused the raven haired boy's head to collide with a door frame. He wasn't able to see his own feet as he climbed down the stairs or even see where the ceiling was. The stranded boy finally made way to level ground with out falling down or on top of anyone. Besides, that was saved for later.

A scent of cold stone and spilt soda lingered around, the basement's floor were cement. A sheet of carpet took up a majority of a corner in the space, a couch laid on top of the rug, a coffee table in front of the furniture. The area was cluttered with soda cans and beer bottles, an ashtray that desperately needed to be dumped, but Gerard only felt at home.

The boys were all kicking away cans and bottles before setting themselves on the carpet, Gerard following their actions silently. He passed as a phantom, but Frank caught his arm. The warmth of his skin made Gerard's pale skin glow. Frank smirked as he tugged the ghost down next to him. Frank's head fell onto Gerard's shoulder as the two waited to see what the other three had in mind considering that the three got up to grab something.

"I'm sorry." A warmth chimed, Gerard was caught off guard, he turned to Frank.

"For what?" He asked him.

"That you don't know anyone here. You don't do a good job hiding your thoughts." Frank mumbled into Gerard's shirt. His face rubbed against him, with the amount of alcohol in his system it was safe enough to say Frank was buzzed. Drunk Frank was unpredictable, but Gerard had a feeling it would be something totally different tonight.

"Oh, no it's fine. I don't care." Gerard replied, not putting much thought into the conversation as he was sure that neither one of them would remember the moment in the morning. Frank didn't say anything, he only stayed in his position for a while longer until the voices came back and the three figures became noticeable. Each boy had something different, one carried a case of beer, another had a stereo while septum ring carried a bowl with an unknown substance.

The boy with the bowl broke the touch Frank and Gerard had as he sat in the middle of the two, the bowl was now in his lap as he crossed his legs. Multi colored tablets settled, surrounding the tablets were what looked like M&M's. For a moment Gerard had no clue why such things were in the bowl but the answer clickled in his head not too long later.

"Dude, Frank check this out." He spoke, without the music or any other noise drowning him out, Gerard could actually here his voice. It was covered in a thick nasal accent ironic with the hook that was shoved through his nose.
Gerard watched him as he leaned over to Frank, Frank's eyes looked into the kid's lap. Gerard's eyes peered at the two but again he felt nothing. Frank caught Gerard's glance. Immediately he pulled himself up. "Oh Colin, this is Gerard." He coughed out. The boy only turned to Gerard, his black hair covered most of his face but Gerard could only focus on the piercing that hung from his nose like a shirt hanger.

"Oh, yeah. I'm Colin, I'm one of Frank's friends." The boy laughed, he held his hand out to Gerard. Gerard shook it, trying to not express his negative feelings towards the boy and his voice and his damn piercing. "Well, to start things off." Colin said, his hands slapping his legs before carrying on, "What's truth or dare without turning up first."

Gerard almost forced himself not the move away from Colin. But he bribed himself with drugs and the sex that was sure to follow. Even if he couldn't remember it the next morning. Sex was sex and why turn that down?

"You know which one's which right?" A new voice drifted in, Gerard turned and found who he assumed was Jake on the couch. His body leaned on his knees as a bottle was in his hands, his eyes pointing to the bowl.

"They're all the same dude." Colin spoke again

"Wait, then what are OH okay nevermind." Jake swatted his hand before taking a drink from his bottle.

Colin and Frank both laughed before Frank began moving. Gerard watched Frank as he edged closer until he was kneeling directly across from him. The fifth party finally turned on the stereo he had brought down. An unknown metal band began playing in the background as Gerard watched Frank, his emerald eyes narrowed at the sight of Frank. His hands found themselves in the valley of his hips, Gerard's grip grew tighter when he watched Frank turn in Colin's direction. Colin smirked as Frank stuck out his tongue. Septum ring placed a tablet on Frank's tongue, Gerard suddenly fell back from the impact of Frank crawling on his lap and closing his mouth over his. Gerard corrected his mistake and now sat himself up, kissing Frank back. The tablet melted between the heat of their tongues. Gerard ignored the bitter chalky taste of the drug as he indulged himself in the moment, pulling Frank closer to him.

Chest to chest, crotch rubbing against crotch, Gerard's hand was running against the hot skin of Frank's back while his fingers pulled on Gerard's hair.The boys pulled away with heavy breaths as the other boys wolf whistled in the background. Gerard's head began compressing as the effect of the drug began taking him over, his focus lost as he watched around the room. Frank was almost the exact same way.

Gerard's heart began throbbing inside of him as he took another drink of his beer, his mind taking a few moments to take in the sight in front of him and to figure out exactly how he felt about Colin dry fucking Frank on the floor. By the looks of the situation Frank didn't object to Colin's dominance as he had him pinned to the ground.

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