I Need to Think of Better Titles.. I'm Really Sorry

-Gerard's POV-
Finally arriving at my house, I hobble out of the confinement of Luna's car and make my way to my front door with Luna right on my heels. I take a deep breath as I walk in because it seems to give me a sense of comfort. "I'll be in the kitchen." Luna mutters as she brushes past me.
"Okie dokie." I hobble to the couch and try to get comfortable but every part of me seems to be screaming in hot agony. Sighing loudly I turn on the T.V. and get on Netflix, "Hey Luna?" I call.
"What, Gee?"
"Do you wanna build a snowman?" I smirk because even though she isn't next to me I can practically feel her eye roll through the walls.
"No, I don't because a) there isn't any snow b) I'm too lazy." She says coming into the living room hold a big bowl of fresh popcorn.
"Okay okay okay, no snowmen then. Do you wanna watch a movie?" I say, grabbing a handful of popcorn.
She nods and looks at me, "Donnie Darko?" The only reason I decide to put it on is because she deserves it. I don't personally like the movie but since it's one of her favorites and since I've already put her through hell today, I don't object.
After a few minutes into the movie, I lay my head on Luna's lap and start drifting to sleep. I start feeling Luna's finger brush my hair off my forehead gently, her cool fingers against my scalp only cause me to fall asleep faster.
Even as I'm falling asleep, she doesn't stop brushing her fingers through my hair causing me to feel young and more broken then ever before.
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I wake up feeling cold and wet, staring at the ceiling, alone, "Luna?" I call out, my voice bouncing off the walls causing the slightest echo.
"W-Why did he have to do it?" I hear in the next room. I get up from the ground, groaning from the never ending pain. "W-Why didn't h-he ever t-tell me anything?" It was Luna's voice but it sounded strained and shrilled like she had been crying for a long time.
"Lu, I'm right here." I say stepping into the room only to find out she can't see nor hear me. I look at the person she is talking to. Frank.
"I don't know." He seems to be looking at the ground. It looked like a red backpack from the angle I was standing at. "Luna, go home and call the police."
She glares at him but he doesn't notice because he is still staring at the bag, "I. Am. Not. Going. Anywhere." With that small statement, Lu breaks and falls to her knees. "Fuck it, Gerard, why? Why did you have to leave? Whatever the hell happen to 'I won't leave you'? Well, you fucking left and you took everything with you." She looks at the bag, "I can't do this without you." She whispers the last part.
I brush past Frank, finally having enough of not knowing what exactly they were looking at.
It was me. I stood there looking at my mangled body. The red was all the blood seeping from my wrists onto the carpet. I stumbled away from the body, my hand stifling the scream escaping from my throat. I look down at myself and realize the reason I'm wet is because I'm covered in blood. I have the same wound as the Gerard on the ground. Slit wrists that flow and flow with blood.
"Noo!" I scream.
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"Gerard, wake up!"
I gasp awake with Luna looking down at me through sleepy, worried eyes. "Luna." I cry and wrap my arms around her neck, getting up from her lap. Without meaning to, I start crying into her neck.
"Shhh, it was just a dream." She whispers into my hair. "Don't worry I'm here hun."
I hug her tighter, afraid that she is going to disappear. Afraid that I'll disappear. "I love you, Luna." I sob.
"I love you too." She kisses my forehead. "It was just a dream."
I nod but don't let go of her. "Come on." She says grabbing my hand standing up. I get lead into my room, I watch her has she pulls the covers and motions for me to get in. Not objecting, I climb into bed and she tucks me in like she's done so before. As she is about to walk out of my room I decide to finally speak trying not to start sobbing again, "Luna?"
"Hmm?" She turns around to face me.
"Will you sleep with me?" I mutter it, feeling my face get red in shame.
Without saying anything, she walks to the bed and climbs in with me. Once, she is under the covers, she pulls me close and I whimper as I wrap my arms around her waist. "It was only a dream."
But for how long is it going to be a dream for? I thought numbly.

Notes

HEY GUISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really enjoyed writing this chapter because I practically wrote the relationship I have with my best friend Jake :) He honestly makes everything okay and he's pretty much the only physical sign of hope I have. But anyways enough of Jacob so what did you guys think of this chapter?
-JustASadNobody