It's a not so secret, secret

Billies pov

i smiled at Nathan's scared face. He looked terrified and i loved it. "so didn't you miss me?" i asked again

"you..you need to leave." He stuttered.

"and why is that? i just want to see my boyfriend." he flinched at the word boyfriend and fidgeted with his hands.

"i know what you did to my dad and about all the lies you told me."

"oh what lies? that your dad was your brother? because i bet he still never explained that you." Nathan bit his lip as he watched me not sure how to respond.

"he promised me as soon as he got home he'd explain everything including what you did to him."

"oh yea i forgot he's in jail, let me guess your other dad went to visit and left you alone? how caring"

"They care about me. and he will explain everything you did when he's home."

"i didn't do shit to your brother he was a fucking slut and it was his own fault he went around whoring his body out to anyone for money, and your other so called dad was just a fucking client to him and still is."

"you don't know what you're talking about" he said, his voice shaking "they love each other and they love me."

"yeah did you ever ask them how you ended up with two dads? because they didn't adopt you and your 'biological' dad didn't have some lady from a clinic deliver you for them. your just a fucking kid they got stuck with because-"

"stop it! fucking stop it!" he screamed with tears flowing down his face.

"this is why you should come back with me, someone who would never lie to you, someone who cares for you."

"you don't care for me! you, you hurt me and lied."

"alright I'm done trying to help you and be nice, you little shit."
I said as i grabbed him and threw him on the bed pinning
him under my weight

"billie what-"

i shut him up and placed my mouth over his relishing in the taste of his mouth. he began squirming realizing what was going to happen.

i moved from his lips to his neck and bit down making him whimper. "billie please i have a boyfriend"

"do you really think i care? i dated you first. I gave you everything first not your new little boy toy."

"hes not my boy toy i l-"

"if you say love him i swear to god you'll regret it." i said staring him down.
he looked at me not daring to say anything else.

"thats what i thought." i said as i pulled his shirt off, exposing his beautiful body that had been hidden from me for too long.

"so pretty" i breathed running my hands down his body, down to his jeans.
"mhmm so beautiful and all mine." he whimpered again and his entire body shook with fear when i yanked off his pants and underwear roughly.

"billie...please im begging you don't do this, if you leave i wont tell anyone you were here just please don't i can't take that pain again."

"pain?" i asked as i moved between his legs and unbuttoned my pants "i thought it felt wonderful" i said and then pushed in all at once.

nathans body froze and he began shaking violently trying not to scream. 'fuck this feels so good" i moaned thrusting in and out not taking any consideration to the crying boy beneath me.

i continued going, gaining speed and harshness the closer i got to climaxing. then there was a knock on the door to Nathan's bedroom. "baby? you in here? i just got your messages a few minutes ago and-"

suddenly nathan began screaming as loud as he could now realizing there was someone there to hear him. "nathan? nathan!"

the door was kicked repetitively until busted and nathans boyfriend walked in his face one of pure horror when he saw why his boyfriend was screaming.
he began punching me and trying to pull me off nathan which i wasn't ready for.
he managed to catch me off guard shoved me hard backwards causing me to crash through the window and fall to the ground.

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nathans pov

"oh my god. oh my god. oh my god."

"nathan baby you okay?" cole asked immediately wrapping his arms around me. i shook in his arms and looked towards the window.

cole seemed to get my message and slowly looked over the ledge. "nathan he's not moving...i think he might be dead, or at least knocked out with a concussion." he said trying to sound calm but i knew he was freaking out. he just killed a man, no matter how horrid of a man he was.

"call the cops." i said and he nodded and went to go get the phone.

as he was calling i sat there on my bed and looked at myself, i looked disgusting and there was blood on the sheets. i felt sick.

"they're on their way. baby every things gonna be okay."

"cole if he's.... y'know its not your fault." i said.

"i know but the way he was just laying there." he said standing back up and looking out the window again, but instead of see in the guilty look i expected i saw a shocked one.

"cole whats wrong-"

"hes not there, his bodies not there."

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