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It's a not so secret, secret

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Nathan's pov

"come on you don't have to call my dads!" I begged the vice principle Mr. Tate

"Nathan were required to call any time there's a medical issue whether you feel sick or have a seizure. You know that." He said giving me a grown up look, which I hated.

"But I didn't have a seizure and I didn't come to the office saying I'm sick!" I tried to argue but he just shook his head at me.

"You fainted in the bathroom and another student reported it. I don't care whether you feel fine or not now, you passed out Nathaniel. that's that."

"Don't fucking call me Nathaniel it's Nate or Nathan never Nathaniel." I snapped at him.

"Now I'm even more inclined to call your parents."

"What? Why!?"

"This is your seventh detention in two weeks." He said writing something down on a sheet of paper. I started to ask why again but he cut me off "reason, cussing at a school offical."

I sat back in the chair and stared at the phone on his desk knowing how pissed dad and dad would be. I wanted to cry because I knew that they were worried about me and stuff and also because I really hated being yelled at.

Mr. Tate picked up the phone and dialed the number he now knew by heart because of all my little medical incidents, detentions and suspensions.

He began talking to who I'm guessing was gee because dad was working at the music shop.
they talked for a little while before Mr. Tate hung up.

"He'll be down soon. Go get your lunch and come back here to eat until he arrives."

I stood up and walked to the cafeteria dreading when gee would show and what he would say.


gees pov

"ya I'm on my way to the school now I got it." I sighed rubbing my forehead.

"Fuck he really got another detention?" Frank asked.

"Yea I guess he cussed some teacher out. I got it though don't worry."

"Okay...just call me if y'know it's something else or need help talking with him." Frank said sounding agitated but not mad.

"Alright I'll call you after I'm at the school now." I said and then hung up.

I walked to the office where Nathan normally was whenever we got called in and just like always he was sat in the same seat except this time he was eating too. he must've got called in during his lunch.

"Ah Mr. Way please have a seat." He said. So I did. I looked at Nathan who looked really upset and nervous.
"As you know Nathan got his seventh detention today so that's suspension for the rest of the week. But Nathan was also reported by another student who found him passed out in the bathroom and brought him here."

i looked over at him and gave him a questioning glance. "Were you planning on telling me this Nate?"

He didn't answer and I leaned in closer to him.
"Well?"

"No I wasn't gonna tell you...sorry." He added on the end.

"Is that all you needed to tell me?" I asked Mr. Tate

he nodded and I grabbed Nathan's arm. "Were going home come on." I said making him get up and walk to the car.

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"do you have any idea why you passed out?" Frank asked him. He had gotten home about an hour later than us and Nathan had remained silent to me the whole time.

"Nathan fucking iero answer me." Frank said getting frustrated.

"Fine! I didn't eat breakfast and I forgot to take my medication today.....and yesterday..." He trailed off


"Nathan!" I chimed in. "Why do insist on not taking medication?! you need it! Do you enjoy having seizures?"

"No I don't! I just hate how they make me. I told you before but you never fucking listen."

"Nathan they're pills what can they do to you that's so bad?"

"They make me out of it! And I always end up embarrassing myself at school without realizing it. Do you know how much harder that makes it for me to make friends? Everyone already thinks I'm a freak because of the seizures and I don't have any fucking friends to start with! I don't need the embarrassment on top!" He yelled and ran to his room crying.

I looked over at frank who was trying to hold back tears. "Baby you okay?" I asked.

"Gee, I just." He said shaking his head.
"He shouldn't have to fucking go through this! He doesn't deserve to be bullied gee it's not his fault he has seizures, why can't the other kids fucking understand that! They aren't even that often anymore, if they'd notice him or even fucking talk to him when he wasn't having seizures he'd have tons of friends!" Frank said letting the tears fall.

"I know but we can't change the other kids frank."

"I-I k-know but I d-don't want him to h-have zero friends and end up l-like me." Frank whispered into my chest talking about his prostitution, trying not to cry loudly so that Nathan wouldn't hear him.

"Frankie he wouldn't do that and frank that was a long time ago just let it go you're better than that." I said trying to calm him.

"Gerard I fucking turned to that because I needed money but even if I hadn't I probably would've remained a loner virgin
until I got so fed up with it that I'd probably go and just fuck some random person. I don't want that to happen to him."


"It won't baby, it won't. I promise."

Notes

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12/31/16

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