I Don't Love You

I tried to pull away from him but he grabbed my arms and held them by my side. I started to panic and flail my legs around trying to kick him. He growled onto my mouth as he was still roughly kissing me. He crawled onto my bed and started to straddle me. I was sobbing; I didn't want him to be near me. What was I thinking when I said I wanted to be alone when I was talking to him? I wish now that someone had stayed with me. I tried to pull away but he grabbed my head and held it on place. He pulled away and glared at me.

“Oh no you don’t.” he growled. He then slapped me in the face, he was wearing a ring and I felt it bit into my face and a trail of warm blood fall down. “Stop struggling, you know you want this.” He leaned back down and kissed me. I opened my mouth to say something, but he shoved his tongue in my mouth. I started to chock on it. My mouth was still open and I had a brilliant idea. I shut my mouth close, biting Cobalt’s tongue. He hit me and jumped away. “You son of a bitch!” he shouted at me with blood running down his mouth. He looked around my room and found a knife from my discarded lunch. He grabbed it and started to advance towards me.

“HELP! SOMEONE HELP!” I shouted. “Frank! Mikey! Someone help me!” I sobbed. I heard the door crash open and someone shout. It sounded like Frank, but I couldn't tell for I was still sobbing. I felt arms wrap around me and I sobbed into their shoulder.

“Shhh, it’s alright.” Frank soothed while rubbing my back. “Pete and Mikey have got it under control. Don’t worry.” I nodded into his shoulder. I whipped my eyes and looked up at Cobalt. He was being held in between Mikey and Pete. He stared at me with tears in his eyes.

“Don’t let them take me away. I love you.” He said trying to get away but they kept their grip. His black hair was falling into his grey eyes that had a crazed look in them making them look almost black.

“You don’t love me.” I told him, I saw his face crumble. “I don’t know what you think love is. But love is not where you go and rape, abuse, and kick them down. Love is someone who you can be yourself with, who you can tell them anything. When you love someone, you feel like you would die without them. They are your best friend; they mean the world to you. Love is basically when your heart gets taken and the only person who can find it and give it back to you is the person you love. And you don’t do that. You just break it, you don’t help fix it. What you are feeling is not love. I don’t know what it is, but you’re fucking crazy if you think that what you’re feeling is love.” And with that explanation I turned away and looked to see Frank crying.

“Hey, hey.” I whispered. “What’s wrong?” I brought my thumb up and wiped away the tear. I stared at the salty water and watched as the light reflected on it. Making it look like how I imagined Frank’s soul to be. Full of color and life.

“I-I loved the way you described love, because that is how you make me feel.” Frank sobbed to me. I was about to say something but I heard the door open. I looked over and saw three security guards come in and take Cobalt. Before they left they turned to me.

“Don’t worry Mr. Way; we’ll make sure he is locked up for a long time for attempted murder, assault,and rape.” I nodded and they left. I heard the door shut, I looked and noticed everyone else had left. I guess they noticed Frank and I needed time alone. I turned back to him and continued where our conversation left off before we were rudely interrupted.

“That is how I feel too,” I looked him deep in his beautiful green eyes that slowly faded into brown. “You know how else I feel?” I saw him shrug, I leaned in.

And kissed him, I felt him kiss me back.

“I love you too,” I mumbled against his lips. I felt him smile and kiss me back.

“And I love you.”

Notes

2 chapters in one day? I know these are short, but i haven't updated in awhile so this is what you get :D 2 chapters in one. Sorry for that cliffhanger on the last one