I'm Okay Now

Gerard is really hot, but seeing him in the leather jacket that I got him gives me breathing problems. Seriously. On multiple occasions in the past ten minutes I found myself holding a breath that I didn't even know I was holding. And yes I was wearing the gorgeous neckless he got me. It had a small heart charm, and engraved into the charm was "K+G" I would have noticed that before if I weren't crying from happiness and shock. every time I looked at it I blushed, knowing that we both have mutual feeling for each other. We were currently driving in his convertible with the roof down and letting the warm fall wind brush against our faces.
"So where exactly are we going"
"One of my favorite beaches on the jersey shore. Asbury park, baby!" He replied with a smile spread all across his face. I absolutely loved how at this very moment gee looked like a guy from a seventies movie. He had the circular sunglasses and his black hair brushed backwards as he let the wind do the rest of the pulling. I haven't gone down to asbury park in about a year, and it defiantly was one of my favorites as well. We continued the rest if the car ride in silence. Not because we didn't have anything to talk about, but because we didn't even bother to talk over the volume of music that was blasting threw the car speakers playing All Time Low.
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I can already smell the salt from the ocean water as we were searching for a parking spot. As soon as we got out from the car, we started making our way to the beach. I completely forgot how hard it was to run on the sand until Gerard teased me enough to actually feel the need to chase after him.
"Ugh get back here!" I yelled as I attempted to sprint after him. He occasionally turned around every few seconds to laugh his ass off, then keep sprinting away from me.
"Gerard" I belted again. After a few minutes I realized enough is enough so I threw myself at him without warning, causing both of up to plunge to the ground in a laughing mess. It's a good thing the sand was there to cushion our fall, it was like landing on a pillow... Except now we are covered in sand.
"Katy!" Gerard smiled, trying his best to catch his breath from all the laughing. "A warning would have been nice!"
"Yea but this way is funnier!" I laughed.
He helped me up and we continued heading towards the shore hand in hand, walking this time. Surprisingly, there were a lot of people here today considering it is October, though most of them were surfers. If you asked me, it did not feel like mid autum. The weather was warm enough to have that late summer feeling. We found a nice spot in the sand to placed out towels and bags. I still haven't taken off my dress and just the thought of it made me feel very self cautious. I didn't think about this before, but my self harm scars would be more noticeable as well. I looked over at Gerard who already took off his shirt, showing his bare chest. He is so beautiful even looking at him makes my heart race. I decided to suck it up, I would have to get over my self consciousness at some point. My hands traveled to the back of the clothing and quickly untied my dress and removed it from my body, leaving me in the black bathing suit that I borrowed from Alicia. Suddenly I felt more self conscious then I thought I would. It felt like everyone on the beach was staring at me in my almost naked body. I sighed before making my way down to the ocean.
The salt water crashed against my feet, i was surprised about how warm it was considering it was mid October.
"Is it warm?" Gerard called from behind me.
"Surprisingly, yes" I told him as I took another step deeper into the ocean. Within a matter of seconds my whole lower body was in the water and Gerard was right behind me.
"I haven't been here in a while" I said to him.
"Me and Mikey go here once a week in the summer, but not always for the swimming."
"What do you mean?"
"You'll see" he told me with a wink. As much as I wanted to know, I decided to let him have his feel at being mysterious. He leaned down and kissed me, and swiped his tongue across my bottom lip begging for an entrance which I gladly gave. Things got more heated when he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"You love me right" he said, pulling our lips apart.
"Of corse!" I replied confused.
"Good" and with that he dove his body into the ocean, bringing me down with him. Once when I realized what he just did, I started searching for the surface. The water got colder the further down I was, tho I wasn't that deep, it was just a little over my head. Once when I finally was able to stick my head above the water gasping for air, I found Gerard already there laughing his ass off.

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hey
im leaving tmr (today since it's 12:05) for camp so that means I won't be updating for a week. I'm going to do my
best to update later on today but right now I'm writing an awkward scene and I suck at writing awkward scenes.
i decided how this story is going to end, and yes there is going to be an actual conflict and plot this time.
If I'm not able to update later just know that I love you and you're worth it <3
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