I'm Okay Now

She told me everything. Threw it all I was listening with my mouth hanging to the ground not believing what my ears were hearing.
"But are you sure tho?" I asked, still in shock and not knowing what els to say.
"That's the reason, Katy!" Alecia screamed at me out of frustration as she started tugging at the roots of her hair.
"Okay just sit down and-"
"I can't just fucking sit down! What would you do if you were in this kind of situation!? I bet you wouldn't be sitting the fuck down!"
"This is the first time that I'm hearing that you are not happy with Mikey" I replied, trying hard to ignore her rude comment.
"Like I love him.... But there's something missing." She started to calm down bit I can see in her eyes that she was on the edge of tears... Again "Like frank said. We're missing the spark"
"So what makes you like frank."
"Well... Something about him. He's sorta dangerous and easy going. But Mikey... He's more of a goody goody and awkward. Not that I don't mind! It's just sometimes it can be too much"
"So frank feels the same way about you, am I right?"
"I... I think so. He said he feels that special spark for me. But he barely knows me. I barely know him."
I didn't really know how els to respond. All of a sudden the ship "mik-icia" that the whole school ships is crashing. I always knew by the look in Ali's eyes that there was something missing, but I never let myself believe it.
"Please, Kate. I need your help" she begged me as tears continued to spill from her eye and trailing eyeliner stains down her cheek.
"Do you want to be with Mikey?"
"I don't even know" she sobbed onto my shoulder.
"I think,.. You should never have to hesitate about a relationship. I've been seeing it in your eyes that you're not in love with him. The choice is yours, Alicia. But my best suggestion is that you two take a break. See if you are happier without him." I didn't want to say it, but I knew it would be best for her- for them if they just took a break.
"I think you're right, Kate." She continued to whimper into my shoulder trying hard to clean up the eyeliner stained tears as they continued to fall.
"And remember, taking a break does not mean break up. It just means spending some time apart. Make sure he knows that. Also let him off easy, and not right away. Don't let him become suspicious of anything."
"Thank you so much Katy." She whimpered as she used her sleeve to wipe the tears off her cheek.
"Now let's get you cleaned up" I said, doing my best to force a smile on my face.

Notes

I really suck at writing the endings to chapters.
and chapters
and writing