I'm Okay Now

"Oh hi frank!" I said with a bright polite smile "I'm Katy!" I looked over at Gerard, gave him a nod and ran straight into his arms. I didn't even notice that he picked me up until I was already four feet off the ground. And without asking for entrance I let my tongue wonder around in his mouth, and rubbing up against his. My hands got lost in his hair and I didn't even bother trying to control the amount of butterfly's I was feeling right now. I don't think there is anybody who is a better kisser than him. He was so warm and tasted like coffee fresh out of Starbucks. His tongue started wondering around my mouth as he dipped me. I have never dipped in a kiss and seriously, it's the best part. Its something about the feeling that you get when your only support is his arms. I'm trusting him with so much in this very moment. To keep me safe, to not break my heart, my only source of happiness, and on top of all of that, if he were to let go I would just fall. However I trust him enough for him not to do that and that's why I love being dipped.
"Damn" one of his other friends said, but I didn't want to ruin out make out session to see who. Nothing would be worth breaking us apart. I smiled into the kiss knowing that everyone in the room was watching us and he noticed and replied with a small chuckle.
"Guys we have kids in the room!" Someone screamed. He was probably talking about Mikey even though him and I are the same age. I knew we are going to have to break apart sometime, though I wanted this to last for as long as I could. I slowly started to separate ourselves one millimeter at a time until our lips are no longer attached. I look up at his warm hazel eyes that remind me ok a little boys eyes right after he just asked out his crush and they said yes.
"I swear katerine" Gerard spoke in a low husky whisper "you're more addicting than nicotine." our faces are so close together I can feel his body heat reflecting onto me. Though I never lost contact with those bright eyes that I fell in love with.
I spun around to see frank who's eyes have home wide from shock.
"Sorry I was not able to fully introduce myself!" I joked with a 'bitch please' expression on my face "I'm Katy! Gerard's girlfriend" his mouth started to tremble as he was at lost for words. "And yes you're right" I continued "I am one of Mikey's friends"

*Gerard's pov**
I knew frank felt really bad about it, and also because he wouldn't stop saying sorry to me. I wasn't mad at him, after all how would he have known that was Katy my girlfriend. Also he said sorry and I moved on with it. Frank was the kind of person that you can't stay mad at. He's a sweet guy who's good with the girls. Sometimes he does stupid things but he owns up to it and apologizes. Then he jokes around about if for the next few days until the whole situation becomes a laughing matter. But this time he didn't even try to joke with it. That's when you can tell just how sorry he is.
"How about we all take a seat in the living room?" I gestured one we broke threw all the awkwardness. One by one everyone took a seat on the leather couches that are parallel to each other. In between the couches was a glass coffee table that has been passed down from our family for generations, starting with my great great grandmother. Mom wanted to bring it with her when she moved but she was too scared that it would break, so it was left here. We have three leather couches in our living room. Two three seaters, that could easily fit four, faced each other at a Parallel angle. Then there is a love seat at the head of the couches that faces the tv. The whole living room had a modern look that tried to hide all the dis colored floor boards at the bottom. I always wanted to reprint them but never seemed to find the time. I took my usual seat at the far corner of one of the three seaters and across from me sat ray, and frank. The love seat was occupied by mikes and Ali who were too busy giggling up a storm to even realize that ray was making funny faces at them. Katy came skipping into the room with a bright smile on her face and plopped herself down right next to me, not leaving an inch between us. Once when everyone settled down and got quiet, bob started to speak.
"So why did you tell us to come here instead?"
"Katy wanted to meet you guys." Mikey spoke as he leaned back into his chair. Everything seemed to be going fine until I noticed frank and Katy exchanging awkward eye contact but quickly covering it up by looking in the opposite direction.
"Katy if you're feeling uncomfortable-" I discreetly whispered to her.
"Gee, love. I'm not the one who should be feeling uncomfortable. And I'm perfectly content by the way." She said while leaning in to give me a soft peck on the cheek which brought a smile on my face.
"You sure know how to make me feel better" I told her.
"Sweetie, it's my favorite thing to do."
"So how exactly did you guys meet?" Ray asked, causing us to break apart.
"Through Mikey" she answered in a heartbeat.
"Kat is okay. They already know" I assured her. She didn't know that I already told them everything, including all the horrible crimes I am committing. The question that they asked me really stuck in my head. Was she worth it? I didn't even hesitate when I answered the question, and it has never crossed my mind before. I never thought about it because I never needed to. I was obvious how much we loved each other, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Put me behind bars or ship me off to another country. I would never regret ever calling her mine.
"Oh" she responded. "Through his job and my education, I guess!" She gave off the bright smile on her face made me fall in love with her over and over again. It felt like just yesterday when I first laid eyes on Katy. When the long blue haired girl walked into my class room. I didn't think much of her then other than she was beautiful, but that changed when I saw her smile.
"What about you, Mikey"
"Uhh wha?" My baby brother was too busy cuddling with Alicia to even notice what was happening. Sometimes I think he is growing up too fast, but then I remember I can't always keep treating him like a kid. In just a year he's going to become an adult and I'm going to have to accept that sooner or later.
"How did you guys meet" bob repeated.
"Oh" I could tell just by the way he glanced up at the ceiling then at Alicia, that they both had no idea. "I have no idea. I guess it kinda just.... Happened"
"Yea by 'just, happened' you mean when me and gee came back from our first date, you guys were shoving each others toungs down down your throats" Katy's joke made everyone in the room crack up, except for Alicia. She looked more embarrassed than anything. Something was up with her today. Recently she hasn't been as cuddly with Mikey, she barely looks at him, and her smile has faded. Something was wrong with her and Mikey was blind to it. As time passed by I did some investigating with my eyes on her body language. Maybe she's acting strange because she's in a room full of strangers, or maybe it's because she hasn't taken her eyes off of frank ever since he got here.

Notes

6/30/14
im such a horrible person. Trust me. I know