I'm Okay Now

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*Gerard's pov**
I waited in the hospitals waiting room with my eyes glued on the clock counting down the minutes until Mikey will get out of surgery. Everything in this hospital seemed depressing. The walls where so blank and empty that they make you feel tired. They attempted to redecorate it by placing paintings around the walls but the art didn't do much to help. They said it wouldn't take longer than an hour, but time seems to be moving slower than it felt. The small television in the corner of the room played an episode of supernatural in the background but I was too focused on the secondhand to even pay attention to my favorite show. It seems like ever since I got home I never stopped waiting. I waited for the light to turn green on my way up to the hospital. I've waited for us to get the next hospital room. I've waited for the results to come back. I've waited for my beautiful Katy to awaken, and now I'm waiting for Mikey to come back from surgery. Even though it was just an hour ago since I left the bar, I'm too gear to get everyone home safely that every minute feels like another hour that passed by. I continued to watch the clock until I heard a small whimper coming from Katy, and when I got a closer look I saw that she was crying. Why would she be crying? Well that's a stupid question. Right now she has a million things to cry about considering she just watched he best friend get fist punched so hard that his nose broke out of his skin. Hell I would be so stressed out, I would cry too. But why now? She's been up for almost a half an hour, why crack now.
"Kate, love. What's wrong?" I asked her in a low whisper. She didn't respond, or even bother to glance up at me."Hey, talk to me"
"Gerard-" she spoke with her voice cracking halfway threw. This can't be good. Kate is one of the strongest people I know and she doesn't cry about just anything.
"Come here" I told her as I got a hold of her soft hand and lead her out into a vacant hallway.
"What's wrong love?"
"Gerard I-" she said still refusing to pick up her head and look me in the eye. It was impossible to even get a glimpse at her beautiful face because she had her bangs covering herself at every angle. "I- I didn't know that y-you wanted t-to break up"
"Katerine!? Why the hell would you think that!" I nearly screamed at her, still trying to keep my voice low. Half of me was in shock that she would ever think of something like that, did I do something wrong that made her think I was no longer in love? I would never do anything to hurt her in anyway, but did I somehow do that? But the other half of me was mad. Not at her, but mad because the one person other than my brother that I love, doesn't think I love her. But what if when she fainted, her mind said something that made her never want to look at me ever again. "I love you. I would never ever EVER want to do that, you hear me? I am in love with you, every piece of you and I have been since the day I laid eyes on you"
"Than why did you tell the nurse t-that yo-you a-and I where j-just friends?"
"Katy" I laughed, trying to lighten the mood "I said that because she has records of me.., and you. She knows where I work, and where you attend school. Also she knows both of our ages."
"Ohh.... Oh my gosh Gerard! I'm so sorry! I completely forgot and I-"
"It's okay. And believe me I want to tell everyone on the world that my girlfriend is Katerine and show off. Hell, the day that you get out of high school I'm going to brag to every person so they know I am the luckiest man alive. Sadly, I'm going to have to wait a year and a half until you graduate from high school"
"Awe!" She smiled blushing like a storm "I look like an idiot now for crying over nothing. I'm sorry-"
"Hey love" I said, interrupting her by tucking some of her caramel hair behind her ears "don't ever apologize for caring to much"
"I just love you gee"
"And I love you too" I said and in one swift movement she was happy again in my arms.

Notes

6/9/14
what up guys!!!!! I hope you guys are enjoying my story so far, and if not feel free to tell me why in the comments so I can correct my errors!
I'm about to re dye my hair pink so wish me luck!
I really want to tell you my age, but I'm really scared that once when you guys find out you'll think less of me and possible stop reading