Hopeless for ya

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Didnt see Gerard as stupid 'mr.way' today for history.
Im glad he's not here, wouldn't want him staring at me like yesterday.
I had shit tons of homework though .. like jesus fuck.
"Hey fag, here's your prick of a boyfriend??"
Dammit Matt.
"Not with him anymore thank you very much" I spoke with confidence also feeling bad at the same time
Matt's reaction was priceless, It looked as if he got caught doing something he wasnt supposed to be doing
I laughed. Really hard.
I lost my breath from giggling until my attention got taken away from the loud knock on the class door.
I looked at the teacher who gave a nod at the mysterious person behind the door
"Hello Mr.Hamlin, Is Franklin Iero in today? If so may i speak with him?"
That voice .. That fucking voice!
"Iero, Mr.Way wants you"
"Im not going anywhere with him" I said angrily
"You dont really have a choice Frank"
"Oh yes i do actually, If i dont want to go with him than im not fucking going with him" I saw Gerard step in the class as i was speaking
"Frank get up and see what he wants, its not that hard"
"Make me" I said with the most serious tone
Gerard sighed tilting his head down and walked out gesturing the teacher to follow.
I saw as Mr.Hamlin and 'mr.way' exited the class.
"Damn Frank, I thought you liked that teacher .. at the begining you were so happy" Some guy i knew said, We never really talked often bt he sounded sadder than usual
"No biggie, Just Mr.Way & I know eachother outside of school and well you know, shit happens"
"Yeah. Yeah, I understand it is a lot harder having to look at some one you dont get a long with everyday. Next class you have him so good luck okay man?"
I smiled at his sweet support
"Hey Thanks! I needed that" I said before the bell rang.

***
Before going to the class where i'll be seeing Frank i run into the staff bathroom.
"I need you Frank" I cry into my sleeve, I look up to see my reflection in the mirror.
My cheeks are stained with the amount of eye liner i cried.
As soon as i hear kids storming through the halls i run out and into the class to find teenagers patiently waiting for the class to start. I drag my head down towards my desk
"Hey Mr.Way What we doing" I heard a kid yell
"Oh uh. Science! Page 372" I said still looking down to prevent people realizing that i was recently crying.
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After an hour of the sounds of rustling paper and the writing of pencils i have the courage to look up at Frank.
His head is down with his hood covering.
I try to make an excuse to go see him.
"Class, 5 more minutes, I'll be collecting what you've done and you'll have time tomorrow" I said making my way towards Frank's desk
All i hear from him is nothing but sniffling
He jumps as i rub his shoulders
"You doing okay Iero" I whisper
"Fuck right off" He whispers back, his voice is raspier than mine .. poor thing
I walk back to my desk while collecting papers on the way.

The bell rings and im left with a sleeping Frank and a noisy kid trying to finish the rest of her work, Frank still not moving an inch while he sleeps. when the last student has filtered out after looking back and giving a small laugh as she notices a still napping Frank I head over to the door closing and locking it.
I look over at Frank and i notice the rhythmic movement of his body as he sleeps.
God, He's so peaceful..
Briskly I walk to him and i stand behind him. Raising my hands I gingerly pull down the hood of his sweater being careful not to wake him. Slowly I lean down and stop my face about half an inch away from Franks neck, inhaling his scent. The intoxicating smell making every one of my nerves in my body tingle with electricity.
I missed his smell not to mention i missed him in general.
I need him.
I gently bury my face in Franks neck as I deeply inhales once more this time licking the skin lightly. Frank stirs but still does not wake from his slumber. I smile as i press my tongue to the skin before leading my mouth up to Franks earlobe with a series of small kisses. I part my lips and grasp his earlobe between my lips nibbling on it lightly, making Frank let out a small sleepy groan of pleasure.
My member tenses up.
What the fuck am i even doing?
I trace around Frank's ear with my tongue
Finally this action shocks Frank awake and he looks around startled. He takes in the dark classroom and sees that I'm standing behind him
He flares up with anger, “What the fu- Gerard?!?!' He yells
I jump back shocked myself from what i was doing in that moment
"S-Sorry" I almost yelled
"I thought you hated me.." Frank whispered
WHAT?!
I couldnt get myself to answer so instead i went back to my desk continuing to stare at Frank's oh so confused face
"..Gerard?"
"Hm" I grunted
"What the hell was that?"
"Come over here and i'll tell you Iero" I blurt out without even thinking clearly
"I uh o-okay?" He says walking over
Now we're face to face and i look into his hazel eyes then i look down at my feet
"I-I miss y-you" I whisper
Frank tilts my chin up with his hands and leans forward placing his lips onto mine
It takes a while for me to respond due to me being shocked from his sudden actions but soon i do kissing back harder
"So what happens now" I ask breaking the kiss
"I dont know, I just felt like kissing you .. or y'know wanted to" He shrugs smiling
I smile back biting my lip.

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