Hopeless for ya

When i got into the passenger seat i noticed Gerard was still holding on to me
"Gerard you can l-let go" My voice cracked
"Oh right ... sorry" He said then went into the drivers seat.
Every Time there was a red light Gerard would stare at me. soon i had enough.
"What?" I could of said louder
"I-" Gerard stuttered and quickly looked back at the road.
I was waiting for a response all of the way home .. he said nothing
He parked in my driveway. I sighed then tried to open the door but it was still locked, I looked at him
"Frankie i-im worried about y-you" He blurted out.
I saw some tears forming in his eyes. I reached for his hand and squeezed it.
"I-I know .. im o-okay" I whispered crawling into the backseat of the car
"What are you doing Frankie?" He said as his eyes followed me
"Come" I whispered, gesturing him to come to the back with me
He crawled beside me and i sat on his lap hugging the shit out of him while burying my face into his chest.
"I love you" Gerard whispered wrapping his arms around my body
"I didnt mean to hurt you gee" I was kind of crying by that point
"Shh its okay" Gerard said while stroking my hair
I looked up at him .. his beautiful eyes glimmered in the sunlight
"Hey g-gee?" I stammered
"What is it hun?" He said looking down
"C-Can i .. i meant .. can w-we k-kiss?" I whispered tears still falling a bit
"Of course" He smiled then leaned down closing the gap between us
It wasn't like any other kiss we shared, this one was like long and meaningful and .. just filled with love.
I broke the kiss and snuggled into his chest again
"I love you so much" I whispered quieter this time
"I love you more hun" He whispered back while i slowly fell asleep in his arms.

***
Frankie slept so peacefully but i couldnt imagine what his mom was feeling.
I should probably bring him in the house to tell her everything is okay then place him down somewhere more comfortable.
As i walked into the house, i saw his mom crying on the sofa net to the door way
"Mrs. Iero?" I stuttered
"Gerard right?" She mumbled
"He's okay .. everything's okay. Do you know where his room is? He needs sleep" I said
"Thank you .. for being there for my baby, i couldn't visit cause my boss wouldn't let me. His room is upstairs to the right, you cant miss it" She whispered smiling.
The stairs were steep but i managed. When i entered his room it then hit me that ive been here before on his tiny ass bed. I placed Frankie onto his bed and i then put some blankets over his small pale body.
I sat there right beside his bed and just stared at him.
"Im never letting you go baby" I whispered kissing his cheek.

Notes

THIS IS SO SHORT I APOLOGIZE
BUT ITS OKAY RIGHT? ILL UPDATE SOON