Some like to sleep, We like to play

When we leave the bathroom I still feel tingly and light headed from my orgasm. Gerard wraps his arms around my waist from behind and steadies me as we walk out into the bunk area. I let out a yawn and Gerard directs me to walk into the lounge. He settles me on the couch beside Frank and goes back into the bunk area to get me a blanket. While he's gone Frank leans over and says "I couldn't help overhearing that little romp you guys had in the bathroom. I could have sworn you were gonna scream my name. I got so fucking hard hearing you moan out the F that I almost came in my pants. Luckily I was already in the bunk so I got into mine and jacked off thinking about fucking your sweet little pussy, making you call out my name for real." Just as he pulls away from me Gerard comes back in and sits beside me, turning me sideways and leaning me back against his side. I tuck my legs up on the couch and Gerard throws the blanket over me and says "Sleep baby. We still have two hours before we get to the venue." I close my eyes and listen to Bandit and Riley playing and giggling and the sound of the bus moving as I drift off to sleep.

That night we are all in the dressing room and there is forty five minutes til the guys go on. Frank disappeared about fifteen minutes ago and Gerard is starting to stress out. "Babe stay here and warm up and I will go look for him ok?" I say and he smiles and says "Thanks babe." I leave Bandit and Riley with the rest of the guys and walk outside the venue to the bus. When I get there I put in the code and open the door. When I go inside it is quiet and I don't see Frank so I decide to get my jacket from my bunk before I go out looking again. When I pull the curtain back to go into the bunk area I stop and gasp, seeing Frank spread out on the floor being fucked by Zack from Avenged Sevenfold. My gasp startles them both and Zack goes to pull out but Frank grabs him and says "Don't worry, I think she'll enjoy the show" and Zack starts thrusting again. I stand there unable to take my eyes off the sight infront of me and Frank tilts his head back and locks eyes with me being groaning out "Z join us, I know you want to." I start to shake my head but Frank moans as Zack hits his prostate and I walk over and sink to my knees next to Franks head. I let out a little whine and Frank runs his hand up my leg and under my skirt on the outside of my thigh. I shiver as he runs it back down and moves it to the inside. As it trails up again he stops as his fingers run over my scars and he pulls his hand out and lifts up my skirt so he can see. "Fuck Z what happened to you?" I start to pull away from him as I say "I did it to myself." He grabs my thigh to stop me moving away and says "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked. I just didn't expect it." I shake my head and say "It's fine. This probably shatters your fantasy of me now though" as I go to pull away again. "Fuck no Z it changes nothing" he says as he slides his hand back up and rubs me through my panties. I feel myself getting wet at his touch and Zack groans out loudly and shudders as he cums buried in Franks ass. When he pulls out he sits back and I glance down and see a trail of precum rolling down Franks dick. I can't help myself as I lean over and lick from the base of his dick up to the head, cleaning up the trail. Frank groans and I give in and wrap my lips around his dick, sliding all the way down and deep throating him. He practically screams and says "Holy fuck I thought you'd be great in bed but I never knew you were this fucking good. No wonder Gerard makes those noises." I hum in acknowledgement and he moans out and says "Fuck do that again." I keep sucking him bobbing up and down on his dick and I feel his hands pulling at my panties before he grips my hip and guides me to kneel over his face as I suck him off. He pulls my hips down and buries his tongue in my vagina, licking and causing me to moan out around him, spurring him on. "Fuck this is hot" I hear and I pull off to look up and see Zack kneeling beside us filming us on his phone. "Are you fucking filming us?" I ask as I reach out to snatch his phone. Frank removes himself from between my legs and says "Dude don't you dare show this to anyone, she's married for fuck sake. But seriously send me a copy" before pulling my hips back to his face. I moan out and dive back down onto his dick. After a few more minutes my orgasm hits and as I scream around his dick the vibrations set him over the edge and he cums down my throat. When I pull away he pants out "Fuck sorry Z I didn't mean to cum without warning you." I climb off him and wipe my mouth on the back of my hand and say "Don't worry about it" before turning around and straddling his hips, leaning down and sealing our lips together. We kiss, tangling our tongues together, for a few minutes before I pull away and say "We need to get going, you're on soon." He nods and I climb off him and get up. I go into the bathroom and fix myself up and as I stare in the mirror what I've just done hits me and I start to cry. A few minutes later Frank comes in and wraps me in his arms saying "Baby everything is going to be fine. We won't say a word and Zacky won't tell anyone. It'll be our little secret ok?" I look up at him and he cups my face in his hands and swipes his thumbs under my eyes wiping up my tears. He leans in and presses his lips to mine one last time before pulling away and saying "I love you Z." I freeze and just stare at him and he quickly stutters out "I-I didn't mean to say that. I wanted to keep it to myself...." "I think part of me loves you too Frank even after everything that's happened between us but I love Gerard too and he's my husband and the father of my children and I'm so fucking confused about what I want or what I'm meant to do" I say as I feel myself start to cry again. "Baby don't cry" he says as he pulls me into his arms again, rubbing my back soothingly. "Nothing has to happen between us. I know you're with Gerard and I would never break up your family and I only want what's best for you. I just want to see you smile, always." I pull away and smile at him and he smiles back before I lean forward and seal my lips to his. We kiss for a moment and it is passionate and full of feelings that we shouldn't have for each other before we pull away and fix our appearances and leave the bus and head into the dressing room.
When we get back Riley runs over and I scoop him into my arms, settling him on my hip and cuddling him close. "What took so long? You were gone for like twenty minutes babe" Gerard says and I open my mouth when Frank cuts me off and says "Sorry Gee I was feeling really nervous so Z talked me through it." Gerard looks at him concerned and says "Are you alright?" Frank nods and smiles as he says "Yeah our little talk helped a lot. I feel much better now."
I walk over and sit beside Gerard and sit Riley in my lap. Riley snuggles into my chest as Gerard wraps his arm around me and pulls me into his side. I smile at the feeling that washes over me being in Gerard's arms but when I look over I see the look of longing in Franks eyes and I feel bad for the first time in a long time that I'm not choosing Frank.

After the show we hang out in the bus lounge until one by one the guys go back to the bunks for the night. Frank and I are the only ones left and he comes over and sits next to me, spreading a blanket over us and turning the volume on the tv down so it is just background noise. He wraps his arm around my waist under the blanket and says "Will you tell me what happened with your leg?" I take a deep breath and nod before saying "When I was fifteen my mom was diagnosed with cancer and when I was sixteen she died and the only family I had left was Trick as I'm sure you know having worked with him for a while." He nods and motions for me to continue. "So when she was sick I got depressed and when she died I tried to kill myself. That's why we moved to Jersey, Trick wanted to give me a chance to start over and move on. For a while I was fine but the night that you...yeah. When you left I cut again. I just slashed my legs to fuck and then ran to Gerard's. There's been a few other times since then that I've wanted to cut but Gerard stopped me." I look over and Frank looks horrified. "Z I can't believe I caused you to do that to yourself, how can you even stand to be around me let alone love me?" I reach over and grab his hand and say "It's all in the past, don't worry." I smile at him and lean in to press my lips to his. We share a slow soft kiss for a moment before I pull away and say "I'm gonna head to bed too." He stands up with me and holds my hand as we walk to the bunks. On the way he leans in and says "I wish you could sleep in my bunk with me. I want to cuddle with you so bad right now." I squeeze his hand before I drop it and give him a hug whispering in his ear "Good night" and pecking his lips one last time before we separate and I climb into my bunk.

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