I don't feel like I'm strong enough

Gerard's POV
After listening to Therapy about a hundred times, I couldn't take it anymore. My tears started to pour down my cheeks and the sobs were making my body rake. I felt like the walls were screaming at me. I pulled out my phone and called Ray. It rang a few times before he picked up.

"Hello?" He asked in a sleepy voice.

"R-Ray, I c-can't do it a-anymore." I said through my sobs.

"Gerard, what are you talking about. What's wrong?" He asked me sounding a lot more alert.

I took a deep breath before continuing. "Ray, I don't know what to do. I feel so alone and sad. I feel like no one cares about me."

He hesitated for a moment before replying with "Look, Gee. I care about you, Mikey cares about you, your family cares about you. I am sorry. I really want to help you but I don't know what to do."

I let out a long sigh. "Its alright, Ray. Thanks. I will see you tomorrow."

"Alright, Gee. See you tomorrow." He said and hung up. I rolled over and wiped my tears with my blankets.
I closed my eyes, but sleep never came. I just laid in bed and thought of a way to be happy.

After a few hours, I came to the conclusion that I just needed a change in my life, and I think that change is Frank. I want to get to know him better. I think building a good friendship with him could help me be a bit happier.
I knew what I would have to do in the morning. I would have to call Frank.

Notes

sorry for the crappy chapter

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