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Honey, this Mirror Ain't Big Enough for the Two of Us.

Summary

Two broken men meet when they believe their lives have ended. Gerard is a heroin addict found on the streets. Frank's casual ecstasy use has spiraled out of control into a mephamphetamines addiction.

I'll start the rating at R, depending on how this story develops I may raise it.

This is my first fanfiction ever, please don't be too harsh.
Note- I have done research on drug affects, but these are just based on short research and ive never personally taken these. sorry for any factual errors.







Characters

Bert

Bert

Gerard's ex boyfriend. got him addicted to heroin in the first place. rapist/sexual abuser. overall sleeze.

Frank

Frank

nineteen year old from a nice neighborhood and a well off family. first started using club drugs to take the stress off, he has now spiraled down. a current meth addict and can't stop.

Gerard

Gerard

a twenty-something heroin addict from the streets. arrested and brought to rehab before jail time.depressed and believes he has nothing to live for.

Jamia

Jamia

Frank's friend. In rehab for prescription pill abuse.

Lindsey (Dr. Ballato)

Lindsey (Dr. Ballato)

Gerard's doctor at Monroeville Rehabilitation Institute.

Mikey

Mikey

Gerard's deceased little brother. killed himself at age fifteen.

Nia

Nia

Ray's former patient who killed herself. LSD addict.

Officer Peterson

Officer Peterson

fuckin' shitty ass cop

Patrick

Patrick

a therapy group's supervisor. a past alcohol/pills addict, clean for five years. very shy.

Ray (Dr. Toro)

Ray (Dr. Toro)

a doctor at Monroeville Rehabilitation Institute. assigned to take care of and watch Frank. a previous patient under his care commited suicide and he blames himself everyday. fiercely protective of Frank for this reason.

Chapters

  1. Prologue

    Gerard

  2. Chapter One- Itching

    Frank/Ray

  3. Chapter 2- Rehab

    Gerard

  4. Chapter 3 - Repent

    Frank

  5. Chapter 4- Group Therapy

    Frank

  6. Chapter 5- Notes

    Gerard

  7. Chapter 6- Blushing and Scratching

    Frank/Gerard -WARNING DON'T READ GEE'S PART IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SELF HARM

  8. Chapter Seven- Sleeping

    Gerard/Frank

  9. Chapter 8- Questions

    Frank

  10. Chapter 9- Black

    Gerard/Ray

  11. Chapter Ten- Mikey

    Frank

  12. Chapter 11- Jail

    Gerard - *WARNING SMUT*

  13. NOT A CHAPTER

    AUTHORS NOTE

  14. Chapter 12- Arts and Crafts

    Frank

  15. Chapter 13- Baggage

    Frank

  16. Chapter 14- Blood and Semen

    Gerard/Frank - JUST PUTTING A RAPE/SEXUAL ABUSE TRIGGER OVER THIS WHOLE FUCKING CHAPTER

  17. Chapter 15- Help

    Frank

  18. Chapter 16-Pray

    P.O.V Frank

Comments

@Mourning-Glory
I ALWAYS torture poor Gee in my fics.. I should officially change his name to Poor Gerard Way, like in ALL my character lists, and everything! :) x

@GeesCLUELESSgirl!
i am back ahha! thanks! yes omg poor gerard he is lovely and i just write horrid shit

Mourning-Glory Mourning-Glory
11/19/14

You're back!! Love this story!.. Poor Gee :( xo

@Mourning-Glory
It is good to cuss them out and stuff some stuff that's always helped me was either blasting my music, splattering painting with paint (like violently practically throwing the brush at the paper), and either playing an instrument or reading. Lots of different things help me. Also sometimes it helps to get markers and draw on yourself like tattoos. It can distract you.

TwistedKnife TwistedKnife
6/21/14

@TwistedKnife
haha, thanks... it's not fun, or easy. but i'm getting tired of being worried my cuts are going to open up and bleed through my pants, and the shame and guilt that goes along with cutting. i'm just kind of trying to distract myself from that and if it gets too bad i'll just take out a pair of rusty old scissors and cuss at them for like 10 minutes. like fuck you for making me want to hurt myself with you. pfft

Mourning-Glory Mourning-Glory
6/20/14