The Mind Library

I have done about 5 more memories which were stupid to be honest. I think now it is just random memories that I either forgot or tried to forget. One weird thing about these past few memories it always feels like someone was watching me. Like a lion and it’s pray. I think it’s the monster but i haven’t seen it in a while so I’m not sure.
My scar is still open and bleeding like crazy. I have lost a lot of blood and I’m not sure if I’m going to die or am I just going to be bleeding like this forever. Whatever it is I need to find a way to make it stop because I’m not going to stick around to see what will happen.
I passed around the room searching for something anything to fix this cut. After about an hour of searching I found a needle. I don’t know why there is a needle in here but it’s something. I took the other pair of pants and start picking at the strings to get a long enough string to patch myself up. I never did this before but I guess today is the day.
I threw my shirt off reveling my bandage side. Slowly unraveling the bandage trying not to hurt myself. But it did a little. I thread the needle and sunk to the floor not ready for the amount of pain I’m about to go through. Taking slow breathes I brought the needle to my side and made a hole through a piece of skin. I screamed at the top of my lungs at the pain then grabbed the pants and used it to bit on. i pulled the sting over to the other side piercing my skin again making me scream even louder.
I kept doing this taking little break in between so I won’t pass out from the pain. When I was finished I bandage myself back up and lay down on the floor crying. I feel like a child crying for my mother. God I feel weak. Next thing I know I’m asleep which I regret. This time I wasn’t falling but I was in a dark room. It looked like it went on forever but I was too scared to move. Soon there was a small glowing light on the walls. I was in a hallway. The walls were black and blue wallpaper and the floors were this dark wood like the one in my library. I started to slowly walk down the hallway looking for anything to get me out of here. But it just went on forever and ever. The farther I go I started to feel cold which I then realized that I’m in my boxers. I guess it’s one of those dreams then. You know when you are running around almost naked.
When I reached the end there was a door. I slowly opened it. Its not like I had an option. When I walk inside I stopped in my tracks. In the room there was an exact replica of my room when I was growing up. But it was reversed. Like my desk was on the other side of my room. So as the rest of the stuff. I walked around looking at some of my stuff. God I was such a nerd. I even had a hobbit sword for Christ sake. I pick up the sword and examined it which is still shinny and pretty. I kept the sword with me just in case you know. I hooked it to my boxers which felt weird. I walked around looking at my other stuff which was how I exactly how I had it when I lived there.
I felt a presence behind me which I turned to face the Monster. It was hanging from the ceiling staring at me. I draw my sword to protect myself which only made it madder. It let out a loud screech and came at me. I dodged it and fell over a pile of clothes. But got up to swing at it which I succeeded and hit it right in the side. It let out a loud screech and came at me again.
“Gerard wake up. Wake up.” I heard then the thing disappeared and I was back in the Library. I looked up to see Mikey shaking me.
“I’m up Mikes.” I said with a giggle. He brought me in for a hug and I kissed him on the forehead in a brotherly way.
“You were screaming in your sleep and I got sent here to save you. I was shaking you for about an hour. I so glade you’re okay. I feel asleep once and had a nightmare too. God it was horrible there was a unicorn but it got killed in turned in to a zombie thing and came at me.” He said as fast as he can which I just smiled and gave him a hug.
“Shut up Mikey I’m fine okay.” I said breaking the hug.
“Okay.” He said and disappeared. I stared at the spot he was just in and sighed. I wish he could stay longer but I don’t blame him.

Notes

yea another scary Demon Gerard chapter.
you all probably hate me
but i love you all.
:)