Burn Bright

Gerard and I stayed in that park for about another hour, not making out or having sex, just cuddling. He held me. But soon I would have to go back to Andy.

"Andy's gonna be up soon." I told him.

Gee took a deep breath then helped me off of him.

"My chem isn't playing today, you should hang with us." He said,

"Ok."

He held my hand as he walked to me the edge of the park then kissed my forehead before he headed off in his own direction. The walk back to the hotel andy and I stayed in last night was short but I didn't get there till 5:30, and since I didn't get any sleep last night, I was tired as fuck. Andy was still asleep when I got there so I just snuck under the covers and fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

"Kasey wake up." Andy said as he lightly shook me.

"Noooo, I'm tired."

I heard andy giggle and soon I felt the sheets being pulled off of me.

"Andy!" I yelled as I covered my body, it was freezing.

"Sorry babe," he said as he came in to kiss me, I kissed him back but it felt kinda weird, "but you needed to get up, we gotta go back to the tour."

"Okay," I got up and started to get dressed. When I removed my top and was completely topless, Andy came from behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder, I could tell he was looking down at my boobs.

"I'm never gonna get used to how perfect you are." He told me and kissed my neck and one of his hands moved to cup my breast.

I'd be lying if I said it didn't feel good. It felt even better when he took his other hand and started to push it down my shorts and rub me. But then I started to think about Gerard and I knew this was wrong. I pulled Andy's hand out and turned around to kiss his lips.

"Let talk about the wedding." I said as I finished getting dressed.

"Okay, I was thinking really big, and having some press from AP magazine there."

"Really? I was thinking small and private . Like just out closest friends and family."

"I guess.... But I wanted our fans to be able to see it."

"Is it really about the fans or us?" I asked with kinda an attitude.

"Us but...."

"Anyways," I said with obvious irritation, "My Chemical Romance doesn't have a set today so I'm gonna spend sometime with Gerard."

"Ok, you still gonna watch out set right?"

"Yeah, I'll be there." I told him as we headed into his car with our bags in hand.

"This might be a sensitive subject," he started as we got in the car and drove to the next venue, "But are you gonna invite your parents?"

"No." I said very quickly.

"Then who's gonna give you away?"

"Carly, she raised me more than my own mother."

"I get it, but I think it's a good idea for you and your parents to get over whatever made you guys stop talking." I never told him why parents kicked me out.

"It's bad, I'll never forgive them and my mother will never forgive me."

"What about your dad?"

"I don't have as big as a problem with him, he almost accepted my choice but he didn't do anything when my mother kicked me out."

"Kicked you out?"

"I don't want to talk about this." I told him as he parked the car.

"But Kasey-"

"Stop!" I was really getting mad, "I'm gonna go grab a beer with Frank, I'll get my stuff later." I said and stormed away.

Notes

So I'll be away from my laptop for the next 6 days because of a tournament in another state (I'll be in Arizona) I'll try and do an Iphone update but I'm not sure yet. Comment and tell me what you think so far

TIll next we meet my killjoys