True life of frerard

I woke up early this morning, last night was the first night in 3 weeks I'd slept without dreaming of me and gerard 'being together' because my dream came true, I never thought he would ever love me. Ever!
My 'normal' thoughts dragged me to dirty thoughts and my eyes wondered onto gees chest and my hand reached over to him. A piercing noise rang through my ears before I touched his soft pale skin, the alarm! I squinted my eyes and looked closely at the time, 7:15 am. Oh yeah...school! The hell hole full of sarcastic shits who don't care about you unless your 'popular' or pretty damn cute! I woke up gee stroking his arm softly and whispering into his ear. "Frankie?" His voice still tired and half asleep. "Morning gee! It's time to get up for school" i droned half heartedly "that time already?!" He rolled over again. "Come on geebear!!" I pull him out of bed and take off my top gerard mouth slowly opened and he looked me up and down smirking. I quickly slipping on an old smashing pumpkins band tee and walk into the kitchen making us both coffee.

~Time Lapse~

school passed by quickly. Full of the same old shit of girls screaming over their friends they saw only two days ago and the boys rough fights that spread around the school launcher than anything I'd heard! The bell went and I waited by the gate as usual for gerard, I saw him walking with bert and an instant glaze of jealousy hit me like a punch in the face. I gripped my bag straps tight and my face went white. Bert kissed him?! I ran over and watched with tears in my eyes, gerard pushed bert away quickly. "G-Gerard...why?" I said shaking and crying "this isn't what it looks like!" He tried to get out
"WELL WHAT IS IT?! IT LOOKED LIKE YOU WERE ENJOYING YOURSELF THERE!!!" I ran away sobbing hard and sat limp by the school sign, gerard followed and sat down too leaning in for a hug. "No!! Don't touch me!!!" I had him in my hands, I knew it was too good to be true! "Frank you gotta believe me!! I didn't want to but he made me! I couldn't pull away he was to strong" he looked at me scared but I didn't believe him and walked off leaving him sat alone crying, I knew he never loved me.

Notes

Sorry I didn't update yesterday! I had a lot of homework an lost track of time! :)
is this the end of frerard?!
~JadeWay XØ