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The innocence of our being

My tears are like hot wax, burning my skin

"So, you and Gerard were pretty good friends,then?" My therapist asked me. "Yeah. Yeah we were. He became my best friend, even more than Jaymie." He looked at me then wrote something down on his clipboard. "Where is Jaymie, today?" I thought about her for a moment. "Do you like the band The Ashes Of The Fallen?" I asked him. "Yeah, they're pretty good, why?" "She's the bass player." His eyes widened and he nodded his head. "What happened between you two that made you stop talking?" I was hesitant for a while...
***Flashback***
"Jaymie, where are we going?" I asked her as she was pulling me down the hallway in our school. She giggled. "I'm not telling you Frankie!" She yelled. "Help me, Jaymie is going to rape me!!" I yelled so that everyone could hear. They all turned to look at me and started laughing.
Jaimes pulled me into an empty, dark, classroom and closed the door. "You're not actually going to rape me, right?" I asked her. I could hear her giggling and suddenly the light turned on and I saw Gerard, Kellin, Vic, Ray, Alex, and Jack sitting on the floor around a bottle. "Jaymie made us do it." Jack said. "Oh shut up, guys. He's never played spin the bottle before." They all lot out a chorus of oohs. I giggled and Jaimes and I sat down next to Gerard. I smiled at him and he returned it. For the past few weeks, Gerard and I have become really close. We hang out a lot outside of school. He's a pretty awesome guy.
Jaimes put her hand on the nottle and spun it. It spun a few times then landed on Vic. Kellin glared at him as Jaymie leaned in and they kissed for a few seconds. They pulled away and started laughing. Vic spun the bottle and it landed on Ray. Vic rolled his eyes and reached over to kiss Ray. After they stopped, Ray made a gagging noise and we all laughed. Ray spun the bottle and it landed on Jack. They kissed, Jack spun it and it landed on Alex. They were dating so they were used to kissing. They kissed and Alex spun the bottle. Kellin. Kiss. Spin. Gerard. I got a little Jealous to be honest. I glared at Kellin as he went in to kiss MY Gerard. They kissed longer than needed. After they were done, Gerard spun it and it landed on me. I internally fangirled and leaned in to kiss him. His lips were soft and went with mine perfectly. I smiled into the kiss and he pulled away. I spun the bottle and it landed on Jaymie. Gross. I cringed and stood up. "Well, sex crazed animals, I have to get to class before someone thinks I really was raped by Jaymie" They all shot eachother weird looks. "I've gotta head out too, guys. I'll walk you to class, Frank." Gerard said as he stood up. I smiled at him and walked out the door with him following. We had barely walked away from the door when i was pushed up against the wall. I felt Gerard attack me with his lips. I kissed back and for a while we were just there making out. He pulled away and I started to laugh. "Jesus, Gerard. Kiss much?" He broke out into laughter too. "I'm sorry, Frank. I just really like you." I stopped laughing and looked up at him. "I like you too, Gerard. A lot, actually." He grinned at me. "That's great, Frank. I actually broke up with Billie a few days ago. Would you maybe want to go on a date?" He asked me. Of course I agreed.

After school, I met Gerard at the park. We hung out, ate food, and mostly just kissed. He told me a lot about himself and I told him a lot about myself, too. I was really starting to love him. As soon as I got home, I called Jaimes. "Hey Frankie." She said after three rings. "Hey jaimes. Guess who just went on a date with Gerard?" I asked her. "Well, i'm going to guess you." She giggled and I spent an hour on the phone talking to her about it. "Well, Frank, I have to tell you something." I was a bit worried. "Yeah?" I heard her start to cry. "I'm moving away, Frank."

***Flashback Over***
"So you're fist date with Gerard, huh?" I looked at him after losing my train of thought. "Yeah, our first and only date. He started to get sick right after, so we never got to go on anymore."

Notes

Have you guys seen the video for Frank Iero's B.F.F.? It's pretty much the cutest thing ever

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-crimsonchaos

Comments

This is so sad, I'm crying! But I still want more!! :( Xx

iys like this story is ripping out my heart and stomping on it.
i love it

Crash_Diamond Crash_Diamond
3/20/14

*crying because holy shit why why why*
The only thing you'll be getting out of me is crying.

Stitches Stitches
3/7/14

I can't stop laughing and crying and awing at the same time. That video affects me in the weirdest way. Werard Gay, though. Funny name.
*crying because only date*

Stitches Stitches
2/28/14

There's a point where you give up on the idea of there ever being a god.
This is that point.

Stitches Stitches
2/21/14