Everything Will Be Ok

***3 days later***
I was awoken Saturday morning to the soft touch of Gerard’s hand on my shoulder, nudging me to get up. “Taylor, come on wake up.” He said in a sweet and soft tone. I groaned as I plumaged my head into my pillow. “But I want to sleep in.” I whined. “Well we don’t want your breakfast getting cold do we?” I turned my head to face him as I opened up one eye. “I made your favorite!” He squealed. I yawned as I threw the sheets off my bony legs. “Oh alright.” I groggily replied, as he helped me off the bed and walked me down the stairs to the kitchen. “Someone’s finally up.” Mikey replied chuckling. The smell off coffee and bacon filled the room. “Here I made you a cup of coffee just the way you like it.” He said handing me a mug. “Thank you.” I mumbled, giving him a light peck on the lips. He giggled. “You’re so cute in the morning.” I couldn’t help but blush as he held my chin in his palms. Our eyes met when we began to lean in for another kiss. “Guys cut it out, I’m eating.” Exclaimed Mikey, as Gerard and I both remembered that he was here in the same room with us. “Oh shut up.” Gerard chuckled. “You’re just jealous because my girlfriend and I are actually passionate with each other.” He teased. “Ugh whatever.” Mikey said as he shoved down his last piece of bacon. “So are you guys excited for the beach today?” Gerard asked, changing the subject. I nodded, taking a small gulp of my coffee. ”Yeah and when are we leaving? Because Brooke needs to know when to be here.” Gerard looked over at the clock on the stove. I guess we’ll leave in an hour or so, because it’s a long ride.” He replied. “Alright I’ll let her know.”

I hurried up to my room to get ready and shut the door behind me. To wake myself up more, I walked over to my bathroom to wash my pale, sweaty face. The cold water was splashed onto my skin, causing me to shiver. After that, I quickly dried my face and hurried over to my closet. On the first hanger, laid my brand new bikini. Since I didn’t have a swimsuit to bring to the beach, Brooke took me shopping for a new one. She was actually pretty nice, and I even think that we were starting to become friends. Even after we went to the mall, she stayed for dinner last night and watched a movie with all of us. I slowly stripped off my pajamas as the cold air hit me causing Goosebumps to form on my legs. After taking off the clothes, I threw the bathing suit onto me and tightened the strings. I was really impressed on how the bikini looked on me. It seemed as if it was just my style. It was a strapless and dark red with a ruffle detail at the top. It even showed my bellybutton ring on my stomach. Lastly, I quickly put my hair into a messy bun. Not even bothering to do my makeup, I went through my top drawer and put on a black cover up. I was finally done getting ready, and headed down the stairs to see Gerard and Mikey in their swim trunks and plain tee shirts. “Hey, is Brooke here yet?” I asked.” No but she’ll be here in a-“Right before Mikey could finish his sentence, the doorbell rang. All three of us rushed to the door to greet Brooke standing in the doorway. God she was so pretty. Sometimes I wish I looked look her. She had bleach blond hair which flowed perfectly down her shoulders. Her eyes were a crystal light blue that would grab anyone’s attention. Even her body was perfect. Her curves were in all the right places and still managed to have a flat stomach. Then there was me, with my stupid black hair, boring green eyes, and stick thin, bony body with no curves and flat chest. “Hey guys!” She greeted cheerfully. “Hi.” We all replied in sync as she entered the front door. “Now that we’re all here, you guys ready to go?” Gerard asked with a big grin on his face. We all nodded and raced to the car as Gerard sat in the driver’s seat, me in the passenger seat and both Mikey and Brook in the back. Gerard blasted up some music on the radio, as we finally took off onto the road.
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About an hour passed, and we we’re all dying of heat. “Are we there yet?” Whined Mikey from the backseat. “We are almost there, now quit your complaining.” Gerard snapped. After a few more minutes of driving, we finally arrived at the beach’s parking lot. Gerard then parked the car, and came around to let me out as the others rushed out of the car and to the sandy beach area, with us following behind. We then found our spot and lied down some beach towels for us to sit on. “Does anyone need sunscreen?” Gerard asked pulling out some sunblock out of one of the bags. “I do. I’ll be a lobster by the end of the day if I don’t put any on.” He giggled, as he handed both Mikey and I a bottle of the sun lotion. “Do you want any?” Asked Gerard, holding up another bottle. “No thanks. I don’t burn.” Brooke replied. Wow could she be any more perfect. As Gerard got out some water bottles for us, I began to strip off my cover up, exposing my bikini. Gerard’s jaw dropped when he turned to face me. “Is everything alright?” I asked giving him a puzzled look. “Y-yeah y-you just look really good in that swimsuit.” He stuttered. I began to blush. “Thanks.” I said giggling. “Yeah I picked it out for her. “ Replied Brooke. “Yeah I guess she just knows my style really well.” I spoke as I started to rub the lotion onto my arms and legs. After I was finished, I turned to face Gerard. He was shirtless, and oh my god did he look sexy. He was still very pale, but it definitely looked good on him. My face flushed. “Do you need anything?” Gerard asked, noticing that I was staring at him. “Uh y-yeah. Can you please rub some of this on my back?” He gave me an innocent smile. “Yeah, definitely.” He said, walking over to where I was sitting. I then lied face first onto the towel as he continued to rub in the sunscreen all over my backside. The feeling of his touch, caused shivers down my spine. “Alright done!” He exclaimed. “Wait Gerard…” He looked back at me. “Yeah what is it?” I bit my lip nervously, on whether I should ask him or not. “Umm this is kind of awkward, but would you mind untying the string of the back of my bathing suit and rub some around there. I don’t want to get a tan line.” He chuckled. “Alright.” I kept the front of my body faced down onto the ground as he began to untie the strings. For a while he didn’t say anything. I closed my eyes as I could hear the sound of the waves crashing against the shore. “Ok I’m done.” He finally replied. “Um Gerard could you please tie up my bathing suit. I don’t want to flash the whole beach.” I said laughing. “Oh yeah, right.” He quickly double knotted it as I sat up to see him sitting down beside me. “Thanks.” I mumbled. “No problem. “He replied, lying next to me and wrapping his arms around my waist. I could see that Mikey had finally finished putting his sunscreen on as him and Brook both ran up to the shore. I kept my eyes on her as I envied her. She was just so beautiful. I would have done anything to look like her. “What are you looking at?” Gerard asked, his gazes on me. “Nothing…” I mumbled under my breath. “Oh ok.” His hand was now holding onto mine. “Do you think Brooke is pretty?” I blurted. He looked thrown off from my random question. “Yes, but I think you’re much prettier. Why?” He gave me a confused look. “No reason…” I replied frowning. “Oh come on, tell me.” I sighed. “Well it’s just that she so perfect…and I’m just…you know…” He seemed shocked by my words. “Taylor you are absolutely perfect in every way possible! Don’t ever put yourself down like that.” He said brushing my hair out of my face. “Thanks…but I don’t think so…” I confessed, with our fingers still locked together. “Trust me, you are the most beautiful girl I know. Everything about you is beautiful. Every quirk and flaw is beautiful, because that’s what makes you, you. Now I want you to learn to love yourself as much as I love you alright?” I didn’t reply. “Taylor, listen to me, you are perfect in every way possible, so start believing it.” He said bringing his chest closer. “Ok, thanks Gerard. I love you so much.” I replied as we leaned in for a passionate kiss. I moaned as he placed his hands on my hips. I could feel him smiling during the kiss. We finally let go of each other to get a breath of air. I looked deeply into his eyes. I felt like every time I looked into them, I was reassured that everything was going to be ok. “Gerard, promise me that you will never leave me.” I whispered. “I promise.”

Notes

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