Everything Will Be Ok

***Taylor’s POV***
I could tell there was something wrong when Gerard took Mikey into the other room. Like why couldn’t he just said what he needed to say in front of me? I tried to shrug it off as I continued on with my morning breakfast. As I walked over to the coffee pot to pour myself another cup of coffee, I began to hear yelling. What the fuck was going on? Were they arguing about me? Was there something I did? “What? No!” I heard Gerard yell from the living room. The anger in his voice caused a shiver down my spine. I tried to make out the rest of their conversation when the argument was finally over. They walked back into the kitchen as I turned to face them. I could tell by the expression on Gerard’s face that something was troubling him. “Is everything ok?” I finally had the courage to ask. “Taylor, I need to talk to you…” I froze. Shit, there was indeed something wrong…and it involved me. He led me to the living room as I sat myself on the stiff, leather couch. “What do you need to tell me?’ I said, with my head held low. “Taylor…I…” He stuttered before he could even make out a sentence. “This thing that we have between us…it has to come to an end…” He spoke in a low voice. I felt tears forming in my eyes. “Was there something I did wrong?” I whimpered. “No, not at all!” He exclaimed. “Then what is it then? Why all of a sudden?” He sighed as we stood their silent for a while. “Something has come up…and it just will make it harder for us to be together…” He said barely making it able for me to hear. Several tears rolled down my face. Was this really happening? Was he actually breaking up with me? I mean we only had one date...so how could he be wanting to end this all of a sudden? W-what came up?” I asked curiously. “It’s kind of personal…I don’t know if I should tell you…”This comment made me furious. “What the hell do you mean that you don’t know if you should tell me? Gerard, I told you every detail about my personal life, and you can’t even give me a good reason for why you have to break up with me?!” I yelled. I could tell he was hurt from what I said, but I honestly didn’t care at this point. “Look, Taylor you know I didn’t mean it that way…I just need you to just calm down.” He quietly spoke as he put his hand on my shoulder. I quickly pushed his hand off of me. “Don’t tell me to fucking calm down! You told me that you cared for me and that you loved me. And now all of a sudden you are breaking up with me and don’t even have the guts to tell me why? I am just done with you right now. I can’t even believe that I would let myself think that someone actually cared!” I was now crying uncontrollably. “Taylor, you don’t know what you are saying…you are still just drunk from last night.” My cheeks grew hot with fury as I got up and ran up to my room. I could hear Gerard following behind me as I shut the door on him. “Taylor, let me in!” He begged as he banged on my door. “Go away!” I yelled, as I laid myself on the bed and buried my face into the pillow.

***A few hours later***
After a while I awoke on the edge of the guestroom bed. Did I actually fall asleep? I guess I was too exhausted from crying that I finally just gave in and slept. I looked over at the clock that was lying on the dresser across from me. Wow it was already almost 3 o’clock. I dragged myself out of bed, and walked over to the bathroom mirror. My eye makeup was completely smeared and my eyes were bloodshot red from the constant crying. God I looked horrible. My skin felt clammy and my bones felt weak.I honestly felt like I wanted to die, since the only person on the planet that I thought cared about me didn’t anymore. I grabbed a washcloth and rubbed of the remaining makeup that was left on my face. The room seemed unusually silent. I didn’t even hear the sound of Mikey playing his bass next door. Usually since the walls were so thin, I would always hear every kind of sound that went through the house. I just finished cleaning myself up, when I felt my pocket vibrate. I pulled out my smartphone to see that someone had texted me. I couldn’t recognize the number as all they had sent me was “hi.” I then decided to reply back.

“Who is this?”

I sent as I waited for the mystery number to respond.

“It’s the boy that you met in the locker room a few days ago. I’m friends with Stacy.”

I froze. Was this really the same guy who tried to assault me? Before I could reply back he sent me another message.

“Look I really wanted to apologize for what I did the other day. I really didn’t want to cause you any harm.”

“And why should I believe you?”

My phone buzzed again.

“Because…It’s just that I got high with my friends and I didn’t know what I was doing. I know what I did was horrible, and I don’t expect you to forgive me.”

For some reason I couldn’t help but believe him.

“I guess I could maybe forgive you…”

“Well just to make it up to you, how bout I take you out to lunch some time?”

Was he asking me out on a date? I wasn’t sure.

“Yeah, sounds good.” I replied.

“Oh and btw my name is Nathan :)”

After I read the last text I laid myself back in bed and continued to text him. The reason I kept texting him was because I knew that I finally had a plan to get Gerard back…and that was to make him jealous.

Notes

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