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Summer Break

The End Of A Perfect Fuck Up

I woke up with the bright sun shining in my eyes. I squinted at the amount of light there was. I grabbed my phone and saw the time, 9:23 am. Wow that’s the first time I got up this early. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep again but failed miserably when my phone rang. Someone was calling. Really?? It may not seem that early but it is to me.
“Hello?” I said with my morning voice.
“Hey Frank!” It was Mikey.
“Oh hey Mikey. What’s the reason for calling so early?”
“Well I was thinking, do you wanna come over today?”
“Um Mikey to be honest I wanna be with my mom today.”
“Oh! Ok I understand. Well I’ll see you around Frank. Bye.”
“Bye.”
I hung up and moved the covers off of me and squeaked at the cold air that hit my body. What the fuck?? It’s like 50 fucking degrees in the house?! It may be summer but still it’s not that hot. I grabbed the blanket on my bed and wrapped it around me and walked out of my room.
“Mom?” I said looking around for her. “Mommaaa??” Where is she??? I went to the last room she could be in and opened the door. There she was sleeping in her bed. She looked peaceful. I moved my gaze to her bedside table and noticed her pill bottles of Xanax and Vicodin. No she can’t be back on those again. I moved slowly and quietly to the medicine. I picked it up and noticed the bottles had really nothing in the container. Fuck she has been taking them hasn’t she? I moved my gaze back to my mother and shook her to wake up.
“Mom wake up.” I said shaking her body rapidly. She made noises but never woke up, but thank god she was still breathing. I wonder how much she took. Fuck I hope she doesn’t get into the bad habit again.
I took the pill bottles and poured all the pills into the toilet but saved 2 pills from each bottle just in case for me. After flushing all the pills down the drain I went to the kitchen to eat something. I looked all around the place but we didn’t have anything. Not even just something little. I looked all in the cabinets and refrigerator for anything but I saw nothing. Do I really need to get a job now? Well I did just throw out my mother’s pills so we don’t have to worry about her becoming a druggie.. again.
I decided to just sit down on the couch and think. I was having memories of when me and my dad would play together outside and go out with each other and watch movies with each other and have a good time. A smiled crept up on face but then dropped when I remembered my dad isn’t like that. He’s a cold hearted murder. I got to thinking more of my dad and what he did to all those people. Would he have done that to us? What if they hadn’t caught him and he came over and killed my mother? Many what-ifs were going through my head rapidly. They finally stopped when I heard a knock on the door. I got up from the couch and answered the door.
When I opened the door I saw a police officer standing there.
“Is this the Iero residence?” Officer…Brad said
“Um ye-yeah, why?”
“Well I came here to talk to Mrs.Iero about the situation that happened yesterday. Is she here?”
“Well yeah but she’s asleep right now. I could leave a message or something?” I said shrugging my shoulders
“And you are..?”
“Frank Iero. Mrs.Iero’s and Mr. Iero’s son.” I spoke quite annoyed.
“Well Mr.Iero, can I ask you some questions.”
“I really don’t want to right now if you don’t mind.”
“It will only take a couple of minutes.”
“I'm sorry but no.”
“Mr.Iero this depends on the case of your father.” I snapped after that.
“Let me tell you something. I wouldn’t care if he burned in hell. He’s a coward! And he is certainly not my father after what he has done to all those people. What a great fucking father he was for shooting innocent people. Now will you please just leave because I can’t deal with this shit anymore! Goodbye!” I slammed the door on the man and looked at the peephole to see if he has gone. He had the most shocked expression on his face and walked away. I slid down my door and started crying hard.
Why does my life have to be this fucked up? I was now sobbing uncontrollably. I got up from the floor and went to my room and turned on my music really loud. I couldn’t stop crying. I looked around and saw the pills lying on my desk. I grabbed all four of them and took them with a little of water.
I sat down on my chair in my room waiting for the pills to take over. I leaned my head back and started thinking about the good memories I had so when I leave this world all I will remember is the good things. After 20 minutes of looking at the ceiling the pills finally took over and my eyes were getting very heavy. I got up and walked over to my bed and laid down. I looked at my ceiling for the last time and the music started going fuzzy. I was fading in and out of darkness. The last thing I saw was my door being slammed open and a loud voice. After that everything went black and all I could see was a white haze.

Notes

So yeah sorry!! I will probably make a Gerard's POV next time. Remember to comment, subscribe, and vote. Bye!
XO

Comments

Please come back? Xx

No need to apologize; it happens to the best of us.

Stitches Stitches
2/26/14

String + Gerard + Frank = Permanent Frerard I'll make it happen if you pull something risky. *tugs string* *snaps* Fuck.

Stitches Stitches
2/19/14

I'm more angry at Mikey for getting high and shutting off Gerard than anything else. BROTHERLY LOVE MAN BROTHERLY LOVE

Stitches Stitches
2/15/14

We're getting some of that too, in TN. Good luck and stay fuckin' warm. Don't lose your fingers.

Stitches Stitches
2/12/14