Our Lady Of Sorrows

*****Liz's P.O.V******

It's been one hour since I pushed her out, the doctor left not long after Gerard walked away with her, he and everyone else have me a sad smile before they left. As soon as everyone was gone, the waterfall of tears left my eyes and poured down my face. My body wasn't facing the door, so when I heard a soft knock I had to roll over to see who it was. It was Frank.

"Hey." He said softly as he came in.

"Hi." I said as I wiped away some of my tears.

He didn't say anything after that, he came over to my bed and laid down on it with me and wrapped me in his arms. I started to cry into his arms and he just let me. I don't know how long I was crying in his arms, but at some point I fell asleep, I woke up to murmurs of other peoples voices.

"How is she?" Some one asked.

"How do you think Gee?" Frank responded. "She's a mess."

"I wanna talk to her."

"Well she's asleep right now so you'll have wait."

"I'm awake." I said from Franks chest.

"I'll give you to a minute." Frank said as he got up from my bed and left Gerard and I alone.

"Hey." He said awkwardly.

"Hi, so is it okay and everything?" I asked, even though I wasn't taking care of it I still wanna make sure it's okay.

"She, she's fine." He told me. "Do you wanna know her name?"

"Sure."

"Clare Elena Way."

"That's pretty."

"She's beautiful, I really want you to meet her."

"Gerard-"

"She's got my eyes, she's so soft and just amazing. Our daughter is beautiful, I can't wait for-"

"Gerard stop!" I yelled at him, and he shut up.

"I believe everything you just said except when you said 'our daughter' she's not mine, she yours. I only gave birth and besides that, I have nothing to do with her."

"Of course you will, when she gets her period she's gonna need someone to talk to or when she gets her first crush-"

"Thats why your mother will do, not me. Please, I gave you my rights, and now that she's out of me, I don't want anything to do with her."

When I said that it looked like his heart just broke in half. I instantly felt guilty about it but I wouldn't have taken it back if I could have. I made this clear in the past I didn't want a baby and he kept pushing me, but he needed to know.

"Okay then, well I have one more question."

"What?"

"What am I supposed to tell her when she asks where's her mother?"

He got me back by saying that, that broke my heart.

"Just leave." I told him.

"Okay." He came over to me and kissed my head, "Were being discharged soon, I really hope you change your mind." He said before leave me alone with my tears again.

About 30 minutes after he left and I was crying, Frank came back in. He went in the same position we were in earlier, but this time he smelled like a new baby, he must have seen her. That only made me cry more, although I didn't tell him when he asked.


8 hours later my mom came to take me home, she informed me that Gerard and the rest of his family had left a few hours ago.i went straight into my room and just laid in my bed. For the first time in 9 months, I was truly alone

Notes

Short!!!

Till next we meet my killjoys