Our Lady Of Sorrows

It didn't take long before Gerard pulled in front of my house. When he did, he stopped the car and started to come out with me.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Going inside." He said, he was still wearing the smile he got from the doctors office.

"Don't." I told him then kept walking.

"Why not." His smile fell.

"Your smile is killing me." I honestly told him. His eyes widened when I told him that. He came in front of me and grabbed my shoulders.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad."

"It's fine Gerard, I just- I made plans to hang out with Frank." I told him.

"Oh... Okay. I'll uh, call you tonight?"

"Sure." I said as I walked inside.

Even though Frank and I didn't officially make plans to hang out today, I didn't wanna spend the day with Gerard. He was to happy about the baby, his mood would bring me down. I waited until Gerard left before I pulled out my phone and called Frank.

"Heyyyyyyyy." He said.

"Hey. I can hang out now if you want?" I offered.

"Uhhh-"

"I get if you don't want to."

"No I do! I'm just about to head out to the store to by Gerard a birthday gift." That's right, he turns 18 in 3 days.

"I still need to get him something, mind if I tag along?"

"Sounds fun, I'll swing by your house in a few minutes, okay?"

"Great, see you soon. Bye."

"Bye." He hung up.

I walked past a mirror in my house and saw I was still wearing sweat pants and a hoodie. Not the best clothes for public wear. I ran back up to my room to change into something as fast as my pregnant body would let me. All of my shorts were getting small so I had to squeeze into them, and as for shirt, I looked kinda pregnant in all of them so I had to stick with the hoodie I have been wearing all day. I was touching up my makeup when I heard a car horn go off, sure enough that was Frank waiting for me.

"Hey isnt it a hot to wear that." he said as we started to drive off.

"I look pregnant in everything else."

"That's a good thing." He laughed, his hand twitched a bit but he stopped.

"Did you wanna feel it?" I asked.

"Can I?" He asked, not taking his eyes off the road.

"It doesn't move or hasn't kicked yet so you wouldn't feel much." I told him.

Slowly Frank brought his hand down to my stomach and just felt it. I saw a smile grow on his face. What is with him and pregnancy's. After a minute he removed his hand and brought it back up to the wheel.

"Yeah, no kicks yet." He agreed

"Whats with you, you had a cow when I didn't tell Gee and just no with wanting to feel it?"

"Gerard didn't tell you?" He asked.

"No."

"About 8 months ago, I got a girl pregnant." I gasped.

"You have a kid?"

"No. My ex got an abortion without telling me. I never knew I wanted a kid that much until it was taken from me. She told me she was pregnant and we would talk things over, but the next week when I tried to talk to her. She told me she took care of it."

"I'm sorry."

Now I felt like shit, I wanted to do the same thing. I'm such a horrible person.

"hey, dont be sad, Gerard would kill me." He told me.

I wiped away my tears and smiled at him. We got out of his car and made our way into the store.

"So what did you wanna get him?" He asked.

"New paint brushes."

"Art isle it is." He said as me made our way down there.

I got him new paint brushes and paint, not the cheap kinda the good kind. It came out to be about $150, but he's worth it. I really do love him. Frank got him an alarm clock that played music instead of beeping.

"So how was the doctor?" He asked as we went back to my house.

"Uh, good, Gerard found out the gender of the baby."

"Really what is it?"

"I don't know, I didn't want to know."

"I'm sorry." He told me, I gave him a smile letting him know everything was okay.

Before he dropped me off at my house he got me some food and I gladly thanked him. When I got home, I was alone again. What a shock. Although I didn't wanna be alone. I had already bugged Frank enough to day so I called Gerard and he answered immediately.

"Are you okay? Whats wrong?" He asked.

"I'm fine, why would you think somethings wrong?" I asked.

"You havent really called me at all... So I kinda jumped the gun, anyways. Whats up?"

"Wanna come over?"

"Yeah, I'll be there soon."

He was at my house in less than 10 minutes. I opened the door and he walked in with a smile. He also had some paint on his face, it was a red-orange color, it was pretty.

"You have paint on your face." I informed him.

"Oh uh, Mikey was helping me paint the nursery and we kinda got into a paint fight." He laughed, I did to.

"You already bought paint?"

"I bought some a week ago, we just started putting it up today."

"Nice."

"You hungry, wanna order pizza?" he asked.

"I'm alwyas hungry."

Notes

Filler!

Till next we meet my killjoys