He just stood there like a statue for what seemed like forever. Gerard fucking Way had caught me cutting. I am so....oh my God I am so fucked. He comes over and sits next to me on the edge of the tub. He grabs my arm and unwraps the towel. He gasps at the sight of all of my old scars. He looks into my eyes and says, "Why do you do this?" I try to take my arm back and run away, but he has a steel iron grip. My blood is starting to drop on the floor and Gerard goes to the medicine cabnet and grabs a first aid kit. As he wraps up my arm, he avoids eye contact. Great. Now he hates me. I'll just add that to my list of worries. When he is done, he asks again why I do it. Now its my turn to avoid his gaze. "Its just too much..." I burst into tears and fall into Gerards arms. He wraps his arms around me, "You need to tell me why." "W~well," I start, "When I was little, my dad died. After that my mom started getting, well, different. She started dating random men and they would live with us. One of her boyfriends was a man named Nick. I was 6 and my mom was working. It was just me and him. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I was playing in my room and he comes in. He says,`you know I love you a lot` I just nodded and he says, `I want to show you how much I love you.` T~then I followed him to him and my moms room." I put my face in my hand and shudder, "H~he molested me. I didn't know it at the time, but when I realized what he did, it was too late to tell anyone. He won. He was gone and my mom had a new boyfriend. That's my sob story. That's why I cut and became who I am." He just stared at me like he was a deer in headlights. He was in complete and utter shock. "Wow. You have a pretty good reason to, but that doesn't mean you should." He says. I continue to cry in his arms until Lindsey comes up. "Oh hunny, are you okay?" I nod and just sit there for a minute more. Gerard decided to break the silence. "Well, Lindsey, can you bring up Jazzs plate. I think she wants to eat in here tonight." She nods and I sigh. At least I will have my alone time. Gerards POV Hearing Jazzs story was the saddest thing I ever heard. I almost cried with her. When Lindsey brought up her good, we decided to leave her alone. That's when Lindsey corners me. "Okay Gee, I know somethings wrong with Jazmine. She was a complete wreak and she had gauze on her wrist. What happened." It was a demand, not a question. "Linds, I think she will tell you when she is ready. Its not my story to tell." She just nods and we go downstairs to find Bandit covered in spaghetti sauce. We just stand therr and laugh. She is so adorable. But I stop laughing when I think of what I would do if anyone did that to my daughter. I think I would literally kill them. We sit down, but I don't eat much tonight. I am just so overwhelmed with her story, I lost the huge appetite I had earlier. I excuse myself and go to bed early so I can have some time to think. I kids Lindsey and Bandit goodnight when I go upstairs. I peek inside and find her sleeping. All of the sudden, she starts screaming.

Notes

I don't know about this chapter. It was really hard to write. comment, subscribe, do all that x)